The Lord of the Rings Challenge

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    Votes: 15 45.5%

  • Yes. "The Lord of the Rings Challenge: Rising Fellowship of Eärendil"

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So I am an Urok-hai. That is the second time I’ve been able to reach this stage, the last time I’ve broken after 9 days. I’m on my 7 day now and I’m starting to feel the pressure really getting to me. thankfully, my country ended the lockdown and I’m vaccinated so now I’ve started spending my days at like a “WeWork” place and trying to occupy my time with learning to code (lost my job due to covid).

I would think that I would be so much happier getting to this stage again, but for the lest couple of days my mind had started going back to porn over and over. And the shitty thing about a good memory and a porn addiction is that I’ve been day dreaming about entire seances and the stuff that is going on in my mind is the parts that I’m most ashamed of, like brutal / humiliation stuff that I always felt disgusted by being turned on by it.

So I’m making progress, but I hate what my mind is thinking about every time I’m being left alone with my thoughts.
 
Day 69. I am really having the desire to reestablish a sex life but I am waiting until I make it to 90 days no PMO. This is a personal goal that I would really like to achieve. The desire to have sex is becoming stronger with time. I also am being presented with opportunities which I have had to not pursue with the aim of achieving this goal. Ultimately I would like to make it to day 90 and from there on achieve orgasm through sex only. I will need to be diligent in the face of the temptations around me.
 
bob200 said:
So I am an Urok-hai. That is the second time I’ve been able to reach this stage, the last time I’ve broken after 9 days. I’m on my 7 day now and I’m starting to feel the pressure really getting to me. thankfully, my country ended the lockdown and I’m vaccinated so now I’ve started spending my days at like a “WeWork” place and trying to occupy my time with learning to code (lost my job due to covid).

I would think that I would be so much happier getting to this stage again, but for the lest couple of days my mind had started going back to porn over and over. And the shitty thing about a good memory and a porn addiction is that I’ve been day dreaming about entire seances and the stuff that is going on in my mind is the parts that I’m most ashamed of, like brutal / humiliation stuff that I always felt disgusted by being turned on by it.

So I’m making progress, but I hate what my mind is thinking about every time I’m being left alone with my thoughts.
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I too find myself bombarded with old memories at times. The best way to fight this is to teach your brain how to change the channel. The best way I know is to occupy yourself with something. I will usually come on here and read/reply to posts. It reminds me that I am not alone in this struggle and occupies my mind with reading and writing.
 
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