Day 0, And just like that, no longer an Elf. Calling it a reset. DIdnt get into anything too crazy, but I have been fishing a significant amount and did see some NSFW thumbnails. Happy with my progress nonetheless Carry on Fellowship!
Day 68. I am feeling contented today. I am looking forward to going on a run and then spending the day reading and cooking. Weekends are such a gift.
Hey everyone, I think I am going to take a break from NoFap for a while, may check in from time to time. Wishing you all well!
Woot! The Elven town of Rivendell greets your arrival. A Council of representants explains the path to Mordor in detail. You´re an Elf now.
So I am an Urok-hai. That is the second time I’ve been able to reach this stage, the last time I’ve broken after 9 days. I’m on my 7 day now and I’m starting to feel the pressure really getting to me. thankfully, my country ended the lockdown and I’m vaccinated so now I’ve started spending my days at like a “WeWork” place and trying to occupy my time with learning to code (lost my job due to covid). I would think that I would be so much happier getting to this stage again, but for the lest couple of days my mind had started going back to porn over and over. And the shitty thing about a good memory and a porn addiction is that I’ve been day dreaming about entire seances and the stuff that is going on in my mind is the parts that I’m most ashamed of, like brutal / humiliation stuff that I always felt disgusted by being turned on by it. So I’m making progress, but I hate what my mind is thinking about every time I’m being left alone with my thoughts.
Day 69. I am really having the desire to reestablish a sex life but I am waiting until I make it to 90 days no PMO. This is a personal goal that I would really like to achieve. The desire to have sex is becoming stronger with time. I also am being presented with opportunities which I have had to not pursue with the aim of achieving this goal. Ultimately I would like to make it to day 90 and from there on achieve orgasm through sex only. I will need to be diligent in the face of the temptations around me.
