THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

Day 32

Did some meditation. Did some Japanese practice as well for 15 minutes. Later afternoon I'll be training in crossfit.

 

Day 63 saiyans

Forgot to check in yesterday.

@MJ Warrior 93 Congrats brother on ascending

@Against_the_demon_in_myself Mostly in regards to the things I let slide in the past. Disrespect, wanting to say no, not speaking my mind. It really angers me, although I know the reason that its all coming back now is because I never dealt with the negativity nor learnt from it. But its time.

 

Relapsed yesterday at night.
I handled the day quite well but couldn't sleep at night.
My mind was going to sexual memories again and again.
Eventually I started M. I then got my phone to check photos of the girl I remembered and that led to PMO.

I need to do something to sleep better and use my willpower to get through such cases.
I need to stay away from fantasizing, it is a slippery slope.
I have resisted similar situations in the past and they were much more intense. So I know I can do this.

@Thadeus Tuffington I don't agree with this approach.
You can have this attitude that each girl can dress however she wants and no one should judge her for it.
I agree with the first part, but not the second.
You can wear something that outlines your pussy in detail and I can judge you negatively for it.
No one lives in a vacuum, no ones actions have 0 effect on others. Decency it still a thing in some places of this world.

@KaiokenX20 thanks for the response brother. I have struggles with similar things in the past, being too timid. Cognitive Behavioural Therapy and really trying to change ny behaviour for the better even if it was not comfortable helped me over time.
Forgiveness is also important, both for yourself and other.

 

I'm not arguing that the actions of others have no impact on us or vice versa. I am saying that it is a waste of time and energy to judge others for their actions. Adapting to one's environment is a more efficient investment of time because it will reliably yield positive results in 4-12 weeks.

Anyone can be negatively impacted by the people around them. People that we meet and the environment we live in does not naturally produce a negative result by itself because our internal response to the surrounding environment determines if it has a positive or negative impact on our well being. We can be the problem or the solution. A Locus of Control refers to an individual's perception about the underlying main causes of events in his/her life, the idea I want to share is that it is vital to develop an internal locus of control instead of an external locus.

I think venting is a effective coping mechanism but a slippery slope. Venting can devolve into habits that focus more on putting others down than building us up and should be practiced with awareness and consideration.

Checking in.

 

Day 6- got wierd symptoms all of a sudden that made me stressed more than usual but it worked out after all, btw does ejacuation is considered masturbation??

 

Thank you, brother

 

Still toeing the line fellas. Now that I’m back in the weekly routine my time is occupied enough that I’m staying busy and away from edges. Doing my best to stay present in the moment while still taking time to check in regularly with support


(悟) Low Class Warrior ▬ Training in the ► SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE ◄

 

Day 64 saiyans

I feel like the gates have opened. All the pain and suffering wasn't for naught. Keep going saiyans.

 

Day 0, I won't back down.

 

Day 411 & 412

 

Day 128 check in.
Finally starting to get back in my routine. Re-read two of my all time favorite recovery books, started training again. Hopefully I will keep up the momentum.

@Thadeus Tuffington, thanks for the wake up call. I forgot about this lesson. I can't control how other people decide to dress in public, but I can control my attitude and reactions. It's obiviously disturbing to me, but only if I let them be.

Summer will pass, better to stay strong another few weeks and we will all be better off.

Stay strong everyone! One day at a time!

 

Checking in, listening to Mark Queppets man vs world podcast.

 

Day 33 has passed. And right now after midnight, I'm on day 34.

 

Day by day I’m getting stronger now. Feeling the energy regenerate within me. Cultivating this sacred Chi to share and be of service to the world. I love my life and my life loves me. Let’s go Saiyans!!!


(悟) Low Class Warrior ▬ Training in the ► SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE ◄

 

Checking in.

 

Day 129 check in.
Back in the routine with running and sleeping.
New project at work which is keeping me busy enough so I don't have time to think about anything else.
I've been feeling a bit annoyed lately because I want to pick up some new hobby and I can decide what is worth doing.

 

Day 65 saiyans

Checking in. Slept late last night, have to reset my sleep schedule
Keep going saiyans

 

Checking in.
I also need to improve my sleep schedule.
@DRAGON_ get back up brother. Push past this, a day at a time.