eoptda

i already feel a great deal better than i do usual after such a short break. a pleasant feeling. also i noticed that cutting out fantasizing makes it lot better as well. it takes a lot of conscious effort to do but with time it gets easier to do. every time i fall for it, even if i dont do anything physically, it makes me feel somewhat drained mentally afterwards.

and doesnt matter if its about P related stuff, about my own experiences od the past or potential and/or unrealistic ones of the future. theyre the same in the regard that none of it exists. theyre only my desires forever to stay unfulfilled as long as im thinking of them. and the more i do think about them, the more energy (and time ofc too) i waste which makes it less likely id ever fulfill them anyways.

wise words , you got this , you can make it

Congrats, budd! Keep going!

That’s awesome. Just be aware.

Nice.

ive been eating fairly healthily already but its all the little things there and there, saying yes every now and then to stuff i shouldnt and "rewarding" myself or feeling like i deserve a treat and shit. nah monkey brain, you deserve to feel well in long term instead of whatever few second sensations these legal drug doses (sugar etc) give you

as im close to repeating the longest streak of my life, feeling genuinely brilliant! :d wbu?

@eoptda amazing man, i am just lazing around internet)