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It's Monday and I am NOT going to MO today. I've gone 100+ days in the past. Not sure why it's daunting now. But I'm determined to improve. May 6, 2024 at 6:36 PM

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1. +TenPercent
  Day 5 - didn't hear from my gf for almost seven hours last night. She was probably just respecting my space . . .
  
  Dec 17, 2019
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  2. +TenPercent
    but, when we haven't had sex in over a week and the last time could hardly have satisfied her (PE, just a few seconds) and after she rejected my sexual advances on Saturday . . . I'm getting a little nervous.
    
    Dec 17, 2019
    
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2. +TenPercent
  Day 4 - Accepting that the sexual problems in my relationship are mostly my fault. If I have a small p and PE, the least I can do is not M!
  
  Dec 16, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    do some kegals ?
    
    Dec 16, 2019
    
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  3. Deleted Account
    Friend, i hope you can have a good streak and solve your sexual problems, i can't understand how bad this can be for you but of course is bad, we question: how we can fail in sex? Porn is bad, and just "blind" people and the "pro-porn activists" don't see it.
    
    Dec 16, 2019
    
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  4. +TenPercent
    I was addicted to porn from Day One and never stopped buying it / looking at it. Needless to say, I've had a lot of trouble in relationships. So, yes, it is bad. It's very damaging!
    
    Dec 17, 2019
    
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3. +TenPercent
  Day 3 - after PE sex and PE M (x3!) my gf said she was horny and I was all tapped out! Tried to please her later and got stonewalled. Ugh.
  
  Dec 15, 2019
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4. +TenPercent
  Day 1 - relapsed again. FML. Tried edging, but I seem to have PE really bad & had an O before I was even hard.
  
  Dec 12, 2019
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5. +TenPercent
  Day 3, not a lot of chasers . . . yet. Keeping my sugar intake down. Feeling a bit wiped out, but content.
  
  Dec 11, 2019
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6. +TenPercent
  Day 1 - relapsed yesterday after PE with gf. I felt so pathetic, then gave in to M in the shower and then ate a bunch of cookies. :(
  
  Dec 9, 2019
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7. +TenPercent
  Day 32 - PE with my gf today, 15 seconds max. Ugh. I had no words and she was not impressed. Felt like a total pantywaist.
  
  Dec 8, 2019
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8. +TenPercent
  Day 31 - gave my girlfriend oral this morning and cuddled. Feel like I made up for my PE on Monday :) But, now I'm all turned on & craving O
  
  Dec 7, 2019
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9. +TenPercent
  Day 30 - thirty days of not getting myself off, but not without orgasm. Sometimes, I really miss how I felt after weeks without orgasm.
  
  Dec 6, 2019
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10. +TenPercent
  Day 27 - so wiped out from work, no rest from holiday travel. Trying to stay optimistic, but dragging. Feeling physically unhealthy.
  
  Dec 3, 2019
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  Day 26 - Outlook bleak at work. More work on my plate and less staff. My body responded to the stress with urges, but I tried to ignore it.
  
  Dec 3, 2019
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  Day 25 - had a beautiful O with my gf last night. Think I need to rethink my whole stance on orgasms and even masturbation . . .
  
  Dec 1, 2019
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    I was thanking my HP this morning for another day without M, and then wondered "is it really that important?" I think to M very little is good and to not M at all may be even better, but am I too focused on it. After nearly 2 years without really jerking off, how much should I be focused on not masturbating?
    
    Dec 1, 2019
  3. Khufu
    congratulations
    
    Dec 2, 2019
    
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13. +TenPercent
  Day 24 - hardly any urges the last few days. Hope it stays that way as I’ll be in airports all day today.
  
  Nov 30, 2019
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    No urges UNTIL . . . I said something to my gf about coffee and she texts me a meme of a manservant picking up dirty coffee cups from a female businesswoman.
    Maybe it means nothing? But oh how that triggered me and my submissive fantasies. :/
    
    Nov 30, 2019
    
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  Day 23 - no Black Friday for me today. Less stress & anxiety = less arousal and urges. Wishing everyone a porn free day!
  
  Nov 29, 2019
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  Day 21 - another long day, but staying strong today :)
  
  Nov 27, 2019
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  Day 20 - just got destroyed at work. 10+ hours of trying to do 3 days worth of work in one. No urges, so that's cool, but they'll be back.
  
  Nov 26, 2019
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  2. Talove
    Even if they do come that is just alright. The urges mean you becoming free!!! Isn't that great?? Urges are a pleasure!!! You don't have to answer the phone to them!! All you can do is chuckle about it lol.
    
    Nov 26, 2019
    
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  3. amaranth
    Sounds like factors of work are tougher than urges
    
    Nov 27, 2019
    
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  Day 19 - I have no clue how to be in an intimate relationship and not masturbate. And . . . holiday stress is killing me - powerful urges!!!
  
  Nov 25, 2019
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  3. Talove
    PMO always has and always will make things worse. The only option is to not PMO, and that is a great and fantastic choice. There is nothing wrong with stopping PMO at all. Only marvelous gains from doing so.
    
    Nov 26, 2019
    
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  4. +TenPercent
    She is amazing and has been supportive of my trying to avoid (or at least minimise) my having orgasms. It's not easy for her when she's used to men having orgasms during sex.
    What I really need to NOT do is to not M. Because that would be MO (and probably FMO, as in fantasy) and I really do not want to have any O's without her!
    
    Nov 26, 2019
    
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  5. bloomz
    Sounds quite complicated
    
    Nov 26, 2019
    
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  Day 18 - then, when I'm not w my gf, I'm flooded with shameful fantasies & powerful urges for release. Must not M if gf is helping me not O.
  
  Nov 24, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    Stay strong, motivated and positive!
    
    Nov 24, 2019
    
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19. +TenPercent
  Day 17 - non-orgasmic sex (Again!) with my gf in the morning. Felt totally fine and had a really lovely day with her. :) Not working helps.
  
  Nov 24, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    Wish the best for you and your gf, +TenPercent
    
    Nov 24, 2019
    
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20. +TenPercent
  Day 16 - non-orgasmic sex with my gf again this morning. Nagging blue balls and strong urges. What was different this time??
  
  Nov 22, 2019
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    Your technique must bave been sloppy ;)
    Do regular kegels and make her scream.
    
    Nov 22, 2019
    
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  3. +TenPercent
    Yeah, @IAmLegion it might have been my mental game - maybe I was focused more on sex and my pleasure instead of love, connection and her pleasure.
    Or it may have been the (sloppy) lubricant and the way she was bouncing on it . . . or how she stopped so abruptly.
    
    Nov 22, 2019
    
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Orgasm Addict. Compulsive Masturbator. Porn, Fantasy and Edging Addict. Longest streaks without O: 55, 63, 125, 129, 134, 154d.; without M: 191 days; without P: 454 days.
Best "imperfect" Streak = 325 days w/ one M slip (MO @125, WD @259, sex @ 296)
0 unauthorized voluntary releases (i.e. M) (of 4) in 2023 vs 18/22 in 2022 13/25 in 2021, 24/42 in 2020, 5/18 in 2019, 40/43 in 2018 and 82/82 in 2017.
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