Thanks for all your incredible encouragement too!PM now has a weaker hold on me and with that comes huge benefits!Onwards to victory!
It’s natural to be upset by a set back. however, perhaps you are being to hard on yourself or judgemental towards yourself and your expectations? I find that we strive for progress not perfection. This attitude helps and helps me remember that I am human and make mistakes. and that is okay. If you believe in God, remember that God loves you brother. If not, remember we here on this board care and would help in anyway we could. may I ask, is it possible to learn and grow from the set back? I think if you ask yourself this question you will know the answer in your heart. with love.
What I saw lately for myself that I wasnt breaking the streak consciously but when urge appeared after long time, it went unconsiously without even thinking about what I'm doing because guilt has been gone off long ago. This happened 2 times since I'm here on NoFap group. I think I've got a solution. It will work for any subconscious call for porn. It's an app called "safe surfer" for Android phones.. If you can control yourself consciously, only then it'll help. Because if you can't control yourself consciously, you will go and disable it. Well, it's been helpful for me.it blocks every porn website on standard internet browsers.
Day 7 I threw satan and his bag of tricks out a few days back. I’ve changed the key so he can’t get in anymore. Even so he sits at the door knocking and saying stuff. If I open the door to tell him to go away, he might persuade me in some way. I’ll let God handle that, heh that should be a sight. Bye Felicia
Day 5/90...I am feeling great...in the past after 5 days, I would be feeling a lot of stress and unrestraint energy...this time, I have been doing the 8 Brocades of Qigon daily and I am feeling energized, and a strong sense of wellbeign..it feels great. But I am slso keepimg in my mind that there is a strong likelihood that this feeling is temporary so this too shall pass.