Date started: Jan 25, 2019 Day 152/155 no PM (relapsed day 51, 70, 102) Day 53/90 consecutive no PM Day 155 no alcohol or caffeine Day 38 of weight training - woke up early and feeling some urges but avoiding PMO and staying strong - have a great day fellas
Day 4. Nothing much to report. Feeling good. No temptations at all. I feel great. "It is impossible to understand addiction without asking what relief the addict finds, or hopes to find, in the drug or the addictive behaviour." Gabor Maté
Day 62/90 Checking in. Yesterday at night I again installed and again uninstalled the dating apps. And more over I didn't intentionally saw nude. A nude video came suddenly in internet and I was least expecting it. I saw it for a second or two when it came up ..but closed it. The thing is guys, I am on very slippery slope right now starting to fall but not yet touching the ground or get the dirt upon me, escaping in the last minute of the disaster. Until this slippery slope ends , I shouldnt get myself dirt. This streak must keep going on at any cost with genuinity. And it is necessary. Cheers Guys.
Day 18/90 check in. This last night was very dificult. Insomnia and non stop mind. I hope i 'll sleep well next night
Day 62/90 relapsed. I failed miserably. Almost the whole day I kept fighting but only to lose now. I wish this didn't happen. But ya it happened and I regret it very much. 62 days mannn...and now chaser effect will catch up. I will try not to slip again. I think I still didn't learn what life is teaching me...maybe that's why I relapsed...need to find the lesson trying by my life and learn.