today I finished the second day I don't know should we write every day??? because I almost forgot to write?
it´s pretty simple bro - overconfidence. if you remember my relapses it was always about my overconfidence, believing that "i got this" was my downfall. i´m on nofap for 1 year now, i know so much about this that as time goes by i started softening my aproach and that´s been my obstacle on reaching 90 days. so in fact it was when i did not follow my own tips that i crashed . there´s also another reason, tip nº 20. some fapstronaut wrote similar stuff long time ago, but i never really payed attention. however i realize that recently, it´s an absolute true. that was another reason why i still haven´t attain 90 days, because at heart i believed porn/softcore was not that bad. but it is, very. but we are so hooked on this thing that we really don´t see how the sex industry encourages the objectification of society.
Day 12. Yesterday had the strongest urges yet. Nearly overpowering. Thankfully today was rather subdued. Day 90 cannot come fast enough.