Day 44 Everything is possible guys. Only 3 months from today you can be in a different position. Mentally, physically, financially. Keep going, don't give up.
I wanna congratulate everyone for the efforts in staying away from PM! @Martin Martin Do not give up man, in all my past relapses when I did MO without P, I was thinking "why not? You already losed" NOOO! You didn't losed, porn is the principal enemy of today's society because makes people idiots about sexuality and real sex is different from the porn videos we saw in the past. If you just faped and didn't seemed porn, you practically won, do not judge yourself and keep going forward!
Day 0 I had been trying this for the past 6 years and today i understand something It's not the boss of me
61/90. Glad not to waste my time on that useless thing... More joy in doing simple things like reading books, exercising, having a couple of beers with friends... I haven't been enjoying just lying in my bed in the morning without sexual phantsies for many years... Keep calming my mind...
Day 8/90- broke the 7 day barrier w/o MO or PMO ... but barely. I know this much: if I hadn't joined the community AND taken the challenge I would not had been able to hit day 8. Thank you all for the inspiration -from those on day "0" to those about to finish the challenge!
The way you relapsed is similar to how I was relapsing. I start MO cause I want to see what the guy in P where doing after S. Then when I realized O I got hooked and most times I tried to stop I would relapse cause I found something new I wanted to try. But now am very alert and mindful so that when these ideas come in I don't act out
Quick recovery bro. Hang in and be strong. It's at such moments when we are weak that. You get strong desires to PMO. Hang we are praying for you to recover.
Day 26 almost done. Tomorrow I do day 27. Had some sexual urges just like some 30minutes back. I was having Brian fog. And noticed when I look at a pretty girl I was getting urges to watch P. But now am good and feeling better
Day 1. Feeling immense shame today after my recent binge... Reflecting on how deep I've got myself into this addiction even though I have no reason to - I have an amazing wife and daughter and good job. So many great people in my life too. I know shame is not good but can be difficult to shift, especially when it wasn't a one-time slip but full blown relapse.
You’ll be ok, just do what you know your supposed to and stay on track and you’ll be back within a week.
Day 2/90 No PM Day 407 attempting this challenge Day 139 weight training (M, W, F) Lifestyle: reduced caffeine, desserts and alcohol
