day 4 completed ';;;; new month new and better streaks ;;; i am really feeling awesome as i started doing pretty well in my studies aspect ;; my next target is of 6 days of no pmo and only 2 days to achieve that,
Day 0. Goal is 90 days. Will use any energy related to PMO and transmute it to a productive activity. Best of luck to everyone.
I went on to the hookup site whete i used to be a member to see who contacted me even though i asked them to delete my profile. I looked at some pictures and some videos which is already a reset and later masturbated to porn. I deleted all my photos from my non deleted profile. I feel somewhat disgusted with myself but all i can do is start over. One day at a time.
Sorry and don't feel disgusted with yourself. I appreciate that you requested for deletion but now need to follow up and make sure the profile is deleted because there is a chance of login in and doing the same thing again. Recovery calls for extreme efforts. I deleted all my profiles which would have set me for a relapse and it has worked for me.
Thank you man for sharing your experience. I have the same problem: - I can not communicate with girls who I don't know properly and could not find what is the reason, I'm going to find it out. - and also I do have eye contact problem with girls. Actually, yesterday I've thought what she will think about me, because I have thought maybe some of my colleagues said something about me to her. Maybe that brought the insecurity to behaviors. I will improve it. Please write me if you got any idea or advise to improve it, I really appreciated. wish you all luck.
69 days done...figured I better post on here after watching trailer after trailer on Netflix, noticed watching one or two that had some racy stuff in there, and feeling that little twinge that I get, that I need to not go down a slippery slope, and be cautious and focused with my time. When the mind is deprived of porn and porn thoughts, it will pornify Netflix trailers! Anyway....Meditated today, took dog for a walk, hit up a support meeting, had a great connection with a friend, worked two jobs, now to read a short bit and go to bed. Just one more day, do good things, think good thoughts...
Sorry to hear that but I admire you that you're here and starting over at it! Now you know a bit more about yourself and what to watch out for, and if you done 50 days once you can do it again and more. Wishing you the best.
Day 16/ 90 .. Lets Win together! i am feeling energetic and motivated more towards my life ...Impossible is possible