silex_jedi

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why does porn seem so engaging? i mean... more than anything else at all? >:-( May 6, 2024 at 2:18 PM

silex_jedi was last seen:: May 6, 2024 at 3:18 PM

1. silex_jedi
  i am not in a terrible mood. though the night was pain, i made it \o/
  
  Apr 25, 2022
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2. silex_jedi
  really bad mood. i'm coming back in twelve hours, and i'll be in a good one. it's not impossible.
  
  Apr 24, 2022
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3. silex_jedi
  porn, masturbation... when i think about today, it's as if it's a part of me that's choking... what does that mean...
  
  Apr 24, 2022
4. silex_jedi
  i don't mind washing dishes. damn... but i wish i had someone telling me jokes while the kitchen turns from dirty to clean.
  
  Apr 23, 2022
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  3. silex_jedi
    @Meisterkatze Sonicglasses?
    
    Apr 23, 2022
  4. silex_jedi
    what i did was listen to a lecture it was damn funny. not so bad in the end!
    
    Apr 23, 2022
  5. Meisterkatze
    A speedo! Get it? Because he's fast.
    
    Apr 23, 2022
    
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5. silex_jedi
  i've had a satisfying interview today, i hope it will come to a good end.
  
  Apr 22, 2022
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6. silex_jedi
  please dear myself : not today okay?
  
  Apr 19, 2022
7. silex_jedi
  i failed again... i went crazy tonight. hopefully tomorrow i will be with people so i will have something to focus on by constraint.
  
  Apr 11, 2022
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8. silex_jedi
  the smoking burning hot bath was not the best idea, i shall go back to human temperatures next times.
  
  Apr 9, 2022
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9. silex_jedi
  for me masturbation is the sign i have been slipping away... a reminder to get my act together, i feel terrible physically now.
  
  Apr 8, 2022
  2. silex_jedi
    don't get me wrong, i could have done it some other way.
    
    Apr 8, 2022
10. silex_jedi
  the "incentive reward system" (dopamine) is associated with food, sex and information gathering... i scroll so i am not hungry? huh...
  
  Apr 7, 2022
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11. silex_jedi
  had a programming test for an internship successful at 75%... may i be up to the challenge if i am the chosen one.
  
  Apr 5, 2022
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12. silex_jedi
  had an interview for a job, i don't know what to think about this. i don't have to but i have to work.
  
  Apr 4, 2022
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13. silex_jedi
  i do three things tonight, watch an episode, get dressed, go to bed. good night!
  
  Apr 3, 2022
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14. silex_jedi
  at the end of my day, i felt numb and now i feel lonely and sad... in spite of that i feel grateful for now i have a purpose.
  
  Apr 1, 2022
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  3. Deleted Account
    I feel my purpose died inside my soul. I miss it and want it back, young jedi master we can train it again I believe!
    
    Apr 1, 2022
    
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  4. silex_jedi
    when did it die? @Re-Life2010 well anyhow, now you are free aren't you? how free can you get? if you decided to do that one thing that you wish you could do, could you do it? for a small step, if you trained for six months, would you be able to take the next step after that? that's the training, enough challenge for anybody. may the Force be with you!
    
    Apr 1, 2022
    
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  5. silex_jedi
    what i meant is that by having no purpose one is free to do literally anything they want, so that's a good starting point!
    
    Apr 1, 2022
    
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15. silex_jedi
  According to the statistics, since i started, i M'ed the equivalent of twice a month... on my way to zero.
  
  Mar 31, 2022
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  2. Kingfisher
    Keep up the good work!
    
    Mar 31, 2022
    
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  3. silex_jedi
    @Kingfisher yes thanks!
    
    Mar 31, 2022
    
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16. silex_jedi
  first workout in a week. less than once a week is NOT enough. as far as i'm concerned.
  
  Mar 30, 2022
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17. silex_jedi
  failed again in the middle of the night...
  
  Mar 29, 2022
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  3. TheRevenant
    It's a war. You can't win all the battles but will eventually win the war.
    
    Mar 29, 2022
    
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  4. Deleted Account
    Get yourself up, don't relapse anymore, as much as it sucks to do everything again it is the path, now you will do better if you don't commit the same mistakes.
    
    Mar 31, 2022
    
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  5. silex_jedi
    @TheIntelligent well, what sucks is letting the mistakes die, one by one... but yes it is possible to let go!
    
    Mar 31, 2022
    
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18. silex_jedi
  turning off the Internet, see you tomorrow!
  
  Mar 27, 2022
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  2. you_can_UK
    I relapsed today.I had the option to shut internet.But I hope I will learn to do this.
    
    Mar 28, 2022
    
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  3. Deleted Account
    :)
    
    Mar 28, 2022
19. silex_jedi
  i have a very important video call tomorrow for an internship, i will be alert because of anticipation. MNF: Must. Not. Fap.
  
  Mar 23, 2022
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20. silex_jedi
  2 interviews for tomorrow, wish me luck! i must be in a good state.
  
  Mar 22, 2022
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  2. you_can_UK
    all the best.sending you lots of luck.be you!
    
    Mar 22, 2022
    
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  3. silex_jedi
    @you_can_UK thank you... luck is my thing so i'll take some more for sure!
    
    Mar 22, 2022
    
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