feminization

I think when I was 11 I watched porn for the first time after hearing about it at summer camp. When I got home I searched gay porn for the first time and masturbated to it. I have kinda watched all types of porn at a young age but later when I was 14 I was introduced to anime and hentai. By...

I am new to NoFap but I guess I got this backwards, as I posted last week in "Problematic Sexual Behavior".... https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/boy-19-to-hot-girl-21-2-yr-m2f-transition-sex-cam-escorting-addiction.326812/ The link above will describe me and how I ended up here on...

Ok y’all, I’m tired of looking and watching porn especially feminization porn. I’m glad to be a guy but sometimes I get bored or I am on my phone and eventually I am lead to feminization porn. I only wish I am a women when I watch the porn. I think I am lead to it because I want to have deeper...

So for as long as I can remember I've always had really random and occasional fantasies of feminine things which eventually evolved into crossdressing maybe 15 times over the whole course of my childhood and in the ladder years being very disappointed with myself afterwards. I've always...

Hi, Since my younger years I watched boy to girl videos and mastrubate on it, with the fantasy that I could be that boy. Later I discovered the term sissy porn and started with soft video's but iam currently on the heavy videos. I even bought various dresses, a wig, pantyhose and lingerie...

Trying to put all the parts together made me super aware how fucked up my past was (well I knew it before anyway, but for years I was to scared/disgusted to think about it). Now I am on day 6 and I feel great. I hope I will defeat addiction. Story contains mentions of various fetishes and...

Hey guys, So ive never talked about my feelings before - either online or with other people. I feel embarrassed by everything I have become and have done. I am not an avid watcher of porn, but have somehow developed a desire to have risky and dangerous sex with men while dressed as a female...

Hi everyone I am 16 years old and I am suffering from crossdressing or forced feminization fetish, it is really worst and I want to get rid of it My forced feminization fetish has started 2 years when I was newly introduced to feminization captions sissy porn before that I had BDSM fetish I...

If I have too many triggers here, someone please let me know and I'll delete it, or you can remove my post. It's not my intent to trigger anyone, just want people to see how bad things can get if you expose yourself to this filth. I've watched porn for 30 years and have heavily been into the...

H, I'm a guy who had a feminization hypno issue. I'm new but already went two days. My only concern is that I've masturbated to this and I'm worried my brain will hold onto it. The thing is, I'm a teen and I'm worried this will effect me heavily. Is this permanent or do I just have to wait it...

I realised this when I did a little research on masculinity and femininity. I started with a porn genre that really encourages the feminine side and suppresses the masculine. I've been doing it for awhile and just noticed the imbalance. The feminine side has started acting up a little more...

Tonight, obeying a sudden urge to find some filthy Sissy Hypno videos, (afterwards) I stumbled across this NoFap site. Thank God I did. I felt like quitting my job today and giving up on life, but I couldn't work out why I would feel that way. Now I understand. I've been caught in a horrible...

Hello, recently ive been struggling with an addiction to a sissy fetish and forced feminization. I know this is not who I am and hate that I cant get rid of it. Ive joined Nofap in an attempt to start a plan to get out of this horrible loop. If you ever come across anything to do with...