I am feeling ashamed. After 11 days of success, I was at club with friends and lots of girls, dancing and drinking. I came home with tons of alcohols in my body and masturbate within maybe 10 sec. When I wake up in the morning I said: WHAT DID I DO!! and it was a super bad feeling. I hope that all the progress in my brain are not back to 0. I will live like a monk from now on till my brain reset.