my brothers, i found a flaw in my aproach, about my latest stumble i realize that i used sex to compensate my sexual impulses (that´s why i felt bad) from all the peaking that i did. i was using sex instead of doing sex. and today i make the decision of reset the counter (i also relapse meanwhile, couldn´t resist the impulse of "oh well, if you gonna reset, you might as well...". so to prevent the above scenario of using sex to other purposes i will abstain from porn, masturbation and orgasm the all 90 days. it will be harder but i prefer it, that way my sneaky mind won´t use sex to release sexual tension if i start peaking again. oh no, if i peak i will handle the urges by myself. that´s accountability. it will also allow my brain to rewire better. i talked with wife and she agreed with me, now i hope she won´t go fuck around let´s do this my brothers. one day at time, one battle at a day. 0
That was great, 63 days. I have been seeing some people here, they don't even complete a week. I wish you to complete 90 days, this time.
Day 2. Did a U-turn 48-hours ago. Walking away from PMO-binging and some toxic places on the web. Today I take another step in the opposite direction.
I will make it 90. Thanks for the wish. May the force be on my side and yours too. Starwars reference.
Guys i"ve dump idea Is there anything called spiritual FAP I swear i "ve seen it That weird guy that closes his eyes & abra cadabra FAP without touch or porn WTH is that.......
Started Challenges August 21, 2019 Longest streak 147 days Current Challenge 28/90 no PMO A few day without visiting nofap but everything is great so far. I'm very (very) busy so it's easier not to relapse. Almost 1/3 of the challenge done ! Habit made: -cold shower -pray my chaplet -wake up early Habits to make: -schedule the day -sports
Now you don't have pmo you're seeing clearer, actually can see your situation. Sounds like somehow you are uneasy with it...is there more to life than porn and video games? I'm not insulting you there but I've experienced similar. I now really feel starved where I live, socially and creatively. It used to seem ok when I could pmo but now I have a big drive to get out of here.
3/90 Went out for a few beers last night, I hardly drink and I felt pretty drunk. Only five bottles but two would have been plenty. I had been feeling really lonely yesterday so I went out to the bar/cafe. Met some people I know so that was nice to chat. This morning though felt wrecked and also very introspective. I feel so heightened with abstaining from pmo, like I could just start crying sometimes. I feel lonely a lot I realise, I'm pretty good at feeding myself and sleep and I rarely feel angry. Frustrated yes, sometimes. I am so looking forward to begin filling these huge gaps in my life, I guess I have started to. But I want to be overflowing with activities and friends and family. And a partner, life is definitely for sharing with somebody, someone special.
