Thank you for the words. I think that's what I needed to hear. I got all freaked out about feeling negative emotions and my positive emotions being desensitized and that the world around me would make it harder on me. But in reality, things are just fine. They always were. It is just me freaking out. Considering the relapse it was just M anyways so, I have to understand that it's part of the recovery process. We are going to be victorious! All the best and hugs!