I’m not new to NoFap or the forums, I decided to make a new account because I had fears that people I knew were able to access and read my posts that I was making. I have no real idea if this is true or not, and find myself in a bigger problem than the first time I joined NoFap. I have found myself questioning reality, as I have had several “episodes” were I believed that certain and specific people were “out to get me”. It seemed like every time I posted something, I got together with said people, and I became the product of insinuations and innuendo. I tried explaining this to a few people who know my problem, and they said to seek help because I was delusional. I was frantically trying to conclude that my phone got hacked, and it made me distrust almost everyone I know currently. However I found out that my instincts were right, but in a lesser way. This is the second time that someone who is not me, and someone that I had previously “trusted”, has accessed my personal phone. The biggest thing right now I guess, is that I am trying to figure everything out right now, and I have even found myself questioning myself and my sanity. It feels like I lost touch with reality, but at the same time, the instincts and feelings that led me to that breaking point, turned out to be correct and provable. [Felt insane -> no evidence, now I feel sane because there is evidence that my phone was used without my permission]. I also understand that there are people in the world who WANT to make a good person seem unstable or nuts, and they are called narcissists, psychopaths, etc. Somehow, I find myself attracting these types of people, and become pushed around by them in various ways. I need help but I don’t even know where to start again!!