Just Joined NoFap

Hi everyone. My name is Derrick and I am a 21 year old college student. I have just joined NoFap but have been aware of the community for a year now. Last year I had an awful experience with a nice slim girl where I was able to get her to the bedroom but couldn't get erect. I wasn't sure as to whether it was my porn addiction or infatuation with more curvier/thick girls. It was painfully embarrassing and I made it my duty to stop watching porn entirely.

However I realised after time it's more difficult than people think. I have gone up to 75 days of no PMO and relapsed after a trip to Amsterdam. However I have also conquered 35 days but usually relapse because I am single, don't get any female attention or hit on girls that are in relationship which stops me in my tracks.

I did have sex with a curvier/thicker girl after that horrible experience of going soft with a girl but that was due to abstaining from PMO for about 40 days. The sex with the curvier girl was an accomplishment in terms of having a consistent erection, however, it wasn't great because of her lack of participation and effort. I'm here to fully get rid of porn out of my life and just be more confident in myself.