My Current Situation

On a quest to do better for myself and my family, I'm making some big changes in my life. I'm moving back to a place I once called home. Also, I'm furthering my education and skillset so that I can start to do better financially. There's a lot of uncertainty for me right now. I usually "destress" with PMO (edging). Right now, there's no way I could possibly do that. I'm tired, I'm worn out. I'm excited and thankful for the opportunity that I have but I'm extremely nervous and anxious at the same time.

Throughout the years, I've been abandoned by many people and I myself have abandoned some others. My family has stuck by me all along, though. What's weighing heavy on my mind is that I've truly not been the best son or brother. On top of that, I've dealt with subpar health for more than a decade now and they've seen me at and helped me through some of my lowest points. Part of what's motivating me is that I have a chance to do well enough to help my parents out as they go into retirement. They deserve it. They've done and sacrificed everything for me.

This post is totally random but I just felt like I wanted to get this off my chest.