Nofap BOOTCAMP ; NO PMO/ HELL Mode [Open]

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  1. irishrover

    irishrover Fapstronaut

    And back down the mountain I slide. Felt sorry for myself last night over a bloody football result and sought solace where I shouldn't. So fucking stupid. When will I ever learn? I look at the other guys' streaks of 40, 50, 100 days and wonder what will it take. My marriage? Have to fight harder. Back to Day 0 I go, inner turmoil reigns :-(.
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    MONSTER MONK Fapstronaut

    I suggest you try warming up first. If there are several things that combined together would make your best day, try doing 1 thing and then 2 things next day, until you get to all the things in one day.
  3. fg4795

    fg4795 Fapstronaut

    The hell mode checking in day 33:
    After a storm the sun will always show up and so this was my day
    I suffered last days
    I forced myself to keep the hell mode done but I suffered.. I was constantly distracted by something in meditation or something like that
    Today all was good
    I woke up at 6 really powerful
    I had breakfast ,a brief workout and a long e good meditation I resolved one of the problems I had in the few days and just from that the day become brighter
    I was able to study easily and trained my mind too
    Then I went for a run and had a really cold shower despite here is getting colder everyday
    So the momentum has changed
    I'll push it
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  4. BeastBoyBalling 獣

    BeastBoyBalling 獣 Fapstronaut

    Hello to everybody, here is my formal introduction. My nickname is ''beast'' cause I am constantly on that beast mode. I refer to myself as the emperor, cause I am the emperor of my own life and I consider royalties as crafty, wise and skillful and that is who I am I strive to be.

    For the real me, I am 22 years of age. Have had sex with different women and crazy long relationship. I have fallen in love 2 times and a half. I have had a lot of girls friendships. One of this times is still present in my heart although we are separated 6 months. This is the longest time I am single since I was 14 years of age. I am a sports type guy. Have been playing basketball club level, archery club level, volleyball school level, football club level. I have a national record in team archery and I am a national track and field champion for kids in my country once, and two times of my city. I am national champion in the field of History knowledge of my country. Currently I am studying Law in my home town. I am training street fitness in addition, running laps called jogging and playing table tennis, basketball and chess.

    The love of my life left me lonely. I am unable to contact emotionally with women, because of her. I miss her, I love her. But it is all pure, thing is I don't want her back in my life. The way she was. I cannot invest emotionally in men too.

    Humble said I am very intelligent. I spent a lot of time alone and really love being by myself. My company is precious to me, cause nobody is here to sabotage me, rob me of my energy and act funny.

    The reason why I am putting in work in academics so hard right know is I had severe injury years ago. Carrer ending. But I manage to ''open the next gate'' and I can still run better than the average male, even my start is explosive as ever.

    I am kind-hearted, supportive, loving and always striving.

    One more thing. I have been urinating often. Due to the overhydration maybe and is making my life nightmare searching for the toilet often.

    I am questioning NoFap too often. There is a point I think semen retention is building that urination consistency up. There is no sex for me in the near future, cause women look for emotions I got zero for them, this is the reason retention is the only possible choice right now. I just got zero emotional capacity. I am not looking for no one. I have been fapping in my life due to the fact I don't want nobody, this is the main reason actually. I hate myself too.

    I hope I will be of good use here, thank you for having me!
  5. Hi all,
    I've been asked to do a formal introduction to the rest of the army. So, Sergeant 1st Class @fleurette reporting for duty. My longest streaks were 56 and 83 days accordingly on hard mode. Then I got off track but am back now. Still don't know whether I'll try hell mode for the sake of time but I will be active in my own journal here. On the other hand, I might do it by my own mode, I don't need to "man up" here because this attitude burned me earlier. I am single and healing from the pattern of unhealthy relationships, currently on "men detox" mode :) so be respectful, officers, and you shall be respected.
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  6. recovery_isaac

    recovery_isaac Fapstronaut

    Day One complete! I relapsed yesterday morning, but I'm back to Private! I'm not turning back. I don't even want to.
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  7. BeastBoyBalling 獣

    BeastBoyBalling 獣 Fapstronaut

    Salute! Day 4. Here is my report of the day. Did 2 hours academics, did a workout. Had rest. A movie. Read book for pleasure. I have introduced myself to another male with easy and I owned the conversation. A kid who knows me saluted me. It was a street fitness workout so I was sociable. I was sociable in university too. Speaking with other, last month I even do small talk. Which is rare to me, I don't really like it, but I need it. I will read a lil from the book of semen retention. I have ordered 5 books on applied psychology. It was not the most productive day, but I am coming from a week, 2 or 3 non stop. I didn't even realise we are 17th. So much grind I did, I need couple of days now to ease. Those are hard from NoFap point of view. I decided today that I will wake up on a cold shower tomorrow and start to use it more effectively . I have chatted with people I like. I am a lot alpha right now, which makes me happy. Night.
  8. fg4795

    fg4795 Fapstronaut

    Day 34 hell mode my daily recap:
    Woke up really early(around 6 am) but a friend of mine broke his shoulder so I had to help him and thanks to the "great" italian public health we entered at 7 and came out at 11 30 without a real diagnosis but just an appointment to have an official one
    Maybe not productive but I was really happy to help him we talked and shared so it's good
    In the afternoon I studied at the library with another friend and there I was productive
    Had my healthy dinner
    Now I'll have my training then cold shower and off to bed directly
  9. im’possible

    im’possible Fapstronaut

    Good day to all, this is 2nd lieutenant im’possible. As a formal introduction I joined this site and thread to transform my life into good one.

    I stayed as a 2nd lt because that's what I received in real life. Now I'm aiming for the next promotion as a nofap lieutenant.

    As an officer, I want to contribute. I have things to share when it's ready.

    Happy message #100
  10. newtry

    newtry Fapstronaut

    Yesterday D4 Hell mode.
    I woke up at 7:20, prayed, read Acts 10, bathed in hot water but tried 9 seconds of cold water ... ugggghhh ... I know it was a few seconds, but I will increase more. At work I had a complicated day. I tried my best not to complain about the injustices that I am experiencing, but it was difficult. I must remember that I am now living in Hell mode. Tomorrow Friday I will do my best to endure and take on the work that will put me ahead as a good soldier. I keep avoiding the elevators, and using the stairs. In the afternoon I had to finish a theater script in which I am working for the Church but I felt very tired. Not without fault I slept a nap (one hour), but when I woke up I sat in front of the computer and didn't stop until I finished it (that's why I didn't have time to register here yesterday).

    At night I had strange dreams again. PM still looking to make me in dreams what he does not get in the vigil: tempt me. I am winning this fight awake and still asleep.

    Today D5 Hell mode.
    I woke up at 8, prayed, read Acts 11. I had to prepare a sermon (I chose the Holy Spirit as the theme) and I didn't stop until it was complete. I couldn't have lunch, since I had to work hard and at 2 pm I went to class. I had to do my homework on the bus, traveling stand up. Each bus trip from now on will be productive, so I will read a good book, whether you are sitting or standing. After my classes I went to the Church. I preached and everything went very well. I was late for the gym but I did not miss. Today my performance was better than Tuesday.
    So, today was an almost successful day and I could hardly eat all day, for lack of time, but despite everything (and the rain it did today) I could fulfill all my responsibilities.
  11. recovery_isaac

    recovery_isaac Fapstronaut

    Time to reset... I'm going to go forth into battle and fight. Fight it with love. Because just as Porn Kills Love, so does Love Kill Porn.
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  12. Sergeant 1st class reporting for duty. Checking in. Yesterday was a productive day, got enrolled in local program for boosting self-confidence, that's great, will be busy for six weeks in a row and get to know other people who are interested in creating the best version of themselves. Deactivated my FB account, blocked/deleted a few narcissists in my life to prevent any hoovering attempts, got a message from some old tinder date and held my boundaries like a champ. Will block/delete him too, I don't need any fuckbois anymore. Noticed a few handsome men secretly looking at me the second day in a row :) off to work now.
    What are these books?
  13. GonTheHunter

    GonTheHunter Fapstronaut

    My Journal
  14. Add me....on Private rank now.
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  15. BeastBoyBalling 獣

    BeastBoyBalling 獣 Fapstronaut

    Day 5 . I have woke up with some nofap support to others . Then , cold shower. My skin got red like tomato, but i liked how my muscles toned from it. I went on a walk with my two dogs and father i am at my village . Cooked dinner. I adore eating exactly 10 walnuts with honey on friday or saturday . I was resting today and got into sudden nap . I am exhausted and soon go to sleep . It is 8 20 pm. I wanna add that i have crazy benefits since i have been going on multiple streaks. My mental is great. The books are about human essence . I got deeper into connection , study sexuality and other things related to humans as a hobby . A nice french dictionary came . Old but gold . Precious edition and i got it 1 euro from a sale out. For the first time i take the phone with me to connect. I am happy and strive to go as further i can. I find it useful as a diary. Much love to all
  16. fg4795

    fg4795 Fapstronaut

    Day 35 hell mode checking in
    Today was a good day finally my pc is working again and I can study better again
    I woke up really early worked all morning and studied all afternoon
    Not a great workout but it is good for today
    Can say it was good day
    Hope you all are good
  17. gloryseeker

    gloryseeker Fapstronaut

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  18. newtry

    newtry Fapstronaut

    D6 Hell mode.
    I woke up 7:20, prayed, read Acts 12. Beautiful and sunny day today. At work I managed to reach the end without complaining much. It was a great day. In the morning I was able to testify to a partner, and I could fulfill my tasks. I only procast two tasks, but by force majeure. I still avoid the elevators. I copied my preaching word yesterday about the Holy Spirit, and shared it on whatsapp.
    This week I have completed all my tasks. Hell mode could perfectly be called Well mode.
    This weekend I will visit the family and study with enthusiasm.
    Bad habits to overcome: a cough that I have and that I had not realized that it always accompanies me, walking a little curled up, which I look down the street when I leave my house, and of course, complain.
    Bad habits recently overcome: my addiction to coffee.
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  19. im’possible

    im’possible Fapstronaut

    Good day to all. I stop watching TV for awhile. Yesterday there's a movie in german, I turned off after few minitues and it was boring. Cuz all things are just seemed not real at all. I chose to make my own movie instead, which is live today with my best.

    The weather here is not good. Im close to a prewarzone and many folks are dead or injured. Many lost their home. But Im in a very secured place with plenty of utilities and food for now. There's no reason for me not aprreciating my situation.

    Good luck to all and stay clean.
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  20. recovery_isaac

    recovery_isaac Fapstronaut

    I just want to calm down.... I keep relapsing and I don't know why...
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