Hi again folks, anyone here experienced intrusive thoughts when fapping? like sexual images who you don't want to think during orgasm? i feel like i need to fap again until i orgasm without having the thoughts again, if i don't do this 'ritual' i have no will to do anything, also i feel i cn't do a long streak if i orgasm with 'dirty thoughts'.
Sounds like something the "addict mind" would come up with. Don't listen to it, distract yourself and things will get easier soon.
Bro... I know exactly what you're referring to. I had intrusive uncomfortable OCD thoughts all the time during PMO. I also had to fap over and over and over until I fapoed without thinking thoughts in order to be ok. It's really tough to deal with. It's actually one of the reasons I quit PMO, the intrusive thoughts made it uncomfortable to PMO. I'd say to go to a therapist and have them practice Cognitive Behavioral Therapy and Exposure and Response Prevention Therapy with you.