THE DUELS OF NOFAP: NO PMO TOURNAMENT | OPEN FOR ALL

By the way, who am I battling with right now?

I have just had this overconfident/arrogant feeling: I want to battle with all people here... just kidding
This is a very funny challenge to be honest .

 

Thanks

 

Use @ and type the user's name.

 

How about me

 

Thank you @breaking-myths
I got it now

 

Yaah sure! Why not

 

@HiddenWarrior Brother thank you for creating this challenge.
So, I would now like to introduce myself.
I am 17 (going to turn 18 end of this month) and I have been struggling from masturbation to porn alikes from about 4 to 5 years and from PMO for about 3-4 years. I am from India. My addiction started as it starts for most of us. Just saw a sexual video on youtube and got curious and got misleaded by my classmates. And then this lust started to get a grip over me. Slowly slowly it time I wasted it it increased and It started to become more harcore. I started to try new generes, new websites, then Renpy porn games. And all this covered my intelligence, my ability to think, my ability to distinguish between rigt and wrong. So, that's what my addiction looks like. When I got to know how bad and harmful it is I started to find a way out of it.
But I am not my addiction. I am a person who loves science , research and experiments. Who loves to learn good things and help others. Who want to love all, see all as my brothers bnd sisters and respect everyone.
I have just started my current streak
But my best have been near 2 weeks.
Sorry for the long post.
But yes it's all about me. Thank you!!

 

Checking in @bellator de Christi.

 

You haven't beat me!

 

Thanks brother

 

Oh right , I forgot I was already in a battle . Ok fine , then I will just have to defeat you.

 

Daily check-in

 

I relapsed after a 23 day streak . I feel like I cheated myself. I had a very bad cold and was not able to exercise or do a cold shower mostly stayed in the bed the entire day which ultimately led to the relapse.

@Toni7 You won but I have not lost because I have started my next streak.

 

Did you relapse brother?

 

Are you up for another battle or we are looking for new opponets?

 

check in

 

Yeah
Sorry, I relapsed
You won this round.

 

Relapse
I relapsed today.
But I am going to start again and learn from it.
As "Either I win or I Learn"
So this time the changes in the plan are:
# Daily meditation in the morning
# Reading a great and inspiring book
# Scheduling my online time
# Do it without a Blocker this time
(For me personally blocker creates a feeling that I am missing on something really good which not the truth. Also it makes me think that I can not do it myself and I am weak) which leads me to crave for it and finally a relapse.
# Spend more time in my studies
And the gamechanger and most important one:
## I would from now on consider any delibrate attempt to intentionaly search or access any porn or porn related content even for a milli second as a relapse and will reset my counter.
I hope this will work.
I would love to have your views and suggestions
Thanks