THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

Checking in saiyans
Had some lapses through out February, but they where mostly to MO
I find that I become weak to temptation on days when I don't train and read
Keep moving forward everyday

 

Resist some big urges today and I also feel like I didn't lose lots of strength after the relapse. It's March and only watch porn 1 time and MO 2 times this year.

Let's go for a clean full month!

 

@Yambo ... me too



Day 0 - Low-Class Warrior



Well, saiyans, yes, I lost my streak.

Everything began with a wet dream, not just an erotic one but an absolute wet dream. First time indeed. As the quick start guide says, maybe I began at an early age and never stopped.

The craving increased, not only the urges but the cravings. Also, I was too tired, and I didn't write here for the past four days. I began to question if this sacrifice was worth it and so on. Yesterday we went out, and well many triggers collided yesterday and today with not only not having enough strength to stop it but indeed, I didn't want to stop it.

I haven't binged yet, and I plan to continue here, now understanding that this is a long journey, and with the compromise to beat my previous streak, I'll eventually reach 90.

I am sorry.

Train hard.

 

Day 60

 

Day 98!

 

That's sad to hear. Anyways that's what this forum is for. You are not alone, and so do I. You fought well and had a very good streak. And even better is that you just show up here. You could also no longer appear here because you think 'nofap is stupid' or because you were ashamed of the relapse. I'm glad to see you here. The next few days will be extra hard because your body is in the relapse mode. So be aware and take measures for yourself.

About the wetdream: I thought about it think different about it since a few days ago. It's just like a strong opponent, like Cell or Buu. We must defeat this monster so we can move on. It's hard but we need to fight extremely hard after it happens. Because it's for me a real thing, I'll count the times in my journal when I don't PMO after a WD and the times I'll do PMO after a WD. In this way, I make it visual for myself that I CAN conquer these days.

I have to go to work now, maybe I'll come back to this and otherwise: good luck.

 

Checking in Saiyans,

Day 405 free of MO and day 14 free of porn.

I spent some time reading some material on yourbrainonporn, yesterday. In this time, study and practice is key to throttle the temptation demon, who promises nothing but emptiness and numbness. Once more, strong urges in the morning, they subsided after my meditation session. I am still planning on resting today, with some additional study.

I'll share part of what I wrote down from my readings from Meditations of Marcus Aurelius yesterday:

"How can our principles become dead, unless the impressions (thoughts) which correspond to them are extinguished. But it is in thy power continuously to fan these thoughts into a flame. I can have that opinion about anything. Which I ought to have if I can, why am I disturbed? The things which are external to my mind have no relation at all to my mind. Let this be the state of thy affects and thou standest erect. To recovery thy life is in thy power. Look at things again as thou didst use to look at them; for in this consists the recovery of thy life."


Stay strong!

 

...And so day 100,here I am!,proud to make it into double figures and so I should be, my best streak is 129 days which I can beat if I keep a clean march.

 

Day 21

I forgot to check in yesterday. Sorry.

 

Thanks for the endorsement my friend. In my case, almost every relapse after a long streak begins with a WD or erotic one.

I noticed some changes after it. For example, I always had sleeping problems, difficulty falling asleep, and constant wake-ups. But after day 15 I began to sleep very well. Guess that? Last night I couldn't sleep well again. Also, I feel without energy and motivation. Looks like after a long streak the effects are harder.

Train hard. Hopefully tomorrow I'll report my day 1.

 

Congratulations!!! Day 100 - Super Saiyan 3

 

Hey master you are my friend too. Your posts always inspires me.

 

Ive been many times in that situation, doubting if its worth it.

Its a normal part of the process, ive had a lot of relapses for the last 5 years. Even on 6 month streaks. But everytime you try one more time and refuse to surrender you become stronger.

Keep moving forward, i know you can make it.

You know you can make it.

 

Day 61. We must help each other to become better versions of ourselves.

Will is the supreme faculty of men. We must free ourselves and our fellows from the indoctrination of modern slavery.

Refuse to indulge in vulgarity and rise as you have never before.

Good luck and success my friends.

 

Day 99! Never give up.

 

Yesterday was a hard struggle: I conquered so many big urges but the last one was just too hard. So this will be my first day again. Recently I stand up directly after failing, before that I just left the challenge. So that is for me a big step moving forward.

Day 0

Anyways, it still don't feel that I lost a lot of power because of the really big streaks before this. Now it's time to have the streak of my life.