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Checking in Saiyans,

Day 406 free of MO and day 15 free of porn.

I had a rough night, felt sick and had insomnia. The cherry on top of the cake was that I had a nocturnal emission, out of my control I suppose. Cumulative stress paired with insomnia, is a recipe for an emission.

Not feeling the best today, but not the worst either.

The good news is, I'm an Elite Warrior!

Stay Strong!

Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach…The world you desired can be won, it exists, it is real, it is possible, it’s yours. -Ayn Rand



Congrats @zars for triple digits and ascending!
@Kingfisher ascends soon!

 

Day 1
Been gping through a lot of adversity lately and it piled up. However i strangely feel stronger. Ive noticed this the last few times ive lapsed.
Every time we get up and continue fighting we get stronger and further alo g our path.
Keep going saiyans
We will win

 

Same man, no worries though, dust yourself off and keep going. We're all gping to make it.
If we never give up, we will never lose

 

Man your already at ultra instinct lol, but respect on your diligence and discipline on this journey. I dont know why, but I feel that this year I will forever beat ono and it will be nothing more than a memory of my past. I believe the same will happen to everyone here

 

Haha, I appreciate that man! For me the idea is that I want a fully clean streak, even though I did not MO or edge, I want to be free from the autopilot pull towards porn or porn substitutes, in the face of stressors. I did not achieve this on my previous run. Albeit, it wasn't for all that long..it still happened and I cannot accept that. But yes, it is as you say. We will conquer this, this time around!

 

check in 101.

 

Day 22

 

Day 100! Next level.

 

Survived Day Zero. The time is now!

Congrats!!

 

Congrats, bro

 

Day 23

 

Day 2
Feeling goog
Making good change in my life

 

Checking in Saiyans,

Day 407 free of MO and day 16 free of porn.

Yesterday was challenging overall, given I had very little sleep. I was thinking about an irrational crush, one I use to have. Which was a bit odd, as I haven't seen that girl/or spoken with her, in quite a long time. Urges were stronger, but I made it through. The good news is, I slept like a champ, which was very much need and quite refreshing. Todays plan are to meditate and read, relaxation mode is still in place.

For todays topic of discussion I would like to talk about the dreaded "relapse". Given I watched porn and porn substitutes 16 days ago, the topic came to my mind. I want to say this, when one relapses, it is okay to upset with oneself. It is okay, as long as you use it as fuel to learn from the relapse, to propel yourself forward along your journey.

What is not okay, is to wallow in self-pity and self-destruction, through our own emotional bullying. This mentality can only promote an inevitable binge. Always look at the big picture, compare yourself to day 1. Not the day 1 of your streak, day 1 when you decided that PMO was a problem in your life and that you want to tackle it. Maybe you were PMOing multiple times a day, and are now consistently keeping streaks of 3-4 days. Maybe you made 60 , 90 or over 100+ days. All of what I mentioned is progress. The important factor here, and reminder, is that you are not who you were on that initial day. Look at the new habits you've picked up since you started this journey, those have no evaporated simply because you relapsed. They are still there.

The progress you've made depends on where you are in life and where you were on that initial day 1. Reflect on the improvements, what you've changed. Look closely and see what you have accomplished. Do not look externally, comparison to others accomplishments will feed jealousy, anger and self-pity. Look to learn from others , yes. But do not compare yourself to them. Everyone's journey is unique, down to our own experiences and our own way of thinking.

So my friends, be kind with yourselves. Look at the big picture and keep working hard. You are all, truly inspiring to me!

Stay strong!

@Kingfisher Congrats on your ascension!

 

day 102.