THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

Thanks man! And no I don't, I just teach twice a month to gym members who want to know how to really become strong without injuring themselves. It's an elite Powerlifting / strongman gym with high quality calibrated plates, many lifting / deadlifting platforms and official powerlifting racks. Let me know when you'd like to come over and try it out

 

Day 285

 

Day 5 ongoing.
Guys, I have an important in-person meeting scheduled at the end of the week. I knew it was coming but didn't think it would be this soon (thought I had another week). I must preserve my seed at all costs. The most pathetic would be to relapse 1-2 days before the meeting since my energy and vibe would be affected and my mojo would be gone. I also hope I don't get a wet dream meanwhile.
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/8COPeQZCRVE

 

118 days free of PMO.

I visited a friends house yesterday and was surprised to see that a pretty young girl had a strong interest in me.
I returned home and she even texted me. I got excited by that and started thinking sexual thoughts about her.
I managed to calm down and sleep but again I had a wet dream.
I'm not sure what to think of that to be honest. Its not PMO related but I'm still not happy that its happening.

Also, I now know that there are at least 2 nice girls interested in me.
Of all the problems to have this is a good problem of course, but I'm not sure how to handle it.

 

Well my wife is 11 younger than me, if it helps. Just let the time pass and see what happens. If more than one are interested in you well.. You can choose.

Good luck

 

Day 1

 

Checking in Saiyan's

17 Day Free of PMO.

Today started off miserable, I was quite angry, lacking in sleep and quite stressed. As the day developed, things got better and I was quit productive at work. Hoping I will sleep better tonight. Urges this morning arose, but nothing intense.

Keep training!


@Against_the_demon_in_myself Be careful brother, this is what lead me down a slippery path last time. Text/flirt, that's fine, but once that phone is down to not allow yourself to fantasize. That can become dangerous, least it was for me.

 

Day 0

I relapsed yet again. It hurts to tell you about it. I’ve let you down, and i’m embarrased.

But i also again learned something very important from this.
That it is the thought, or specifically the fantasising, that creates the urge.

The strongest urges, the ones which led to relapses, all started as a thought. If we can just stop it right there in its birth, things will be easier.

I will do this by, just in general, focus 100% on what im doing. That way, the pmo thought will never enter.
But things aren’t that easy, and the above is something that we just always have to work on.
So wilst trying to focus 100% on the things we do, there will be moments were out minds wander and turn to porn.

This will create an urge, which could very easily lead to a relapse. The urge increases the more i think about it, so i would have even more focus on not thinking about it.
In such situations where i can’t control my thoughts and i can feel the urge getting bigger and bigger, i will go for desperate/radical mesures; i will go to a place where i can still be productive but can’t relapse, and for me this is the public library just down the street. It could also be a café or university depending on your situation.
I will then stay there until i can control my thoughts well again, so the urges wont spiral out of control.

At any time were my emotional side creates a feeling of discomfort or pain or anxiety or the like, because i dont let myself think about porn even though it wants to, i will do a responsive entry to reckognise the emotion and understand why its there, and to be okay with it because the feeling dosen’t control my actions.
That will maybe lower the intensity of the urge, ehich allow for greater control of the thoughts.

I’ve shifted the point of importance futher to the root of the action. Not relapsing is still the most important thing, but by putting all my effort at the birth of the relapse process, i’ve made doing the right thing easier because i dont let my emotional mind get a taste of pmo by thinking about it.

The area where it might go wrong is, apart from just going against my ideals and let myself think about it, is if i think about while on autopilot (not aware of my thought and not being critical of them), and when i then regain awareness and stop, the urge will already be so big that i cant control my mind even though i am aware.
This is when i then go to the library to regain control of my thoughts.

I hope it makes sense and may inspire you.

 

Day 5 Completed. Almost closing in one a week

 

Day 54!

 

Day 68
Mood 6/10 & Energy 6/10

Slept for about 6,5 - 7 hours straight which was good but still woke up a bit groggy and with a headache. I suspect my body is fighting off a (light) flu. Meditated for about an hour before getting up. Will hit the gym today and go out dancing tonight. Had some light urges yesterday and was fantasizing about visiting an escort. But then I thought back of the times that I did give in and every single time it was a major disappointment regarding how attractive they really are, the lack of connection / enthusiasm and all the negative feelings of headaches, guilt, grogginess and most of all lost self respect afterwards. I know I'm not bad looking and a quality guy who has its 'shit together'. Just need to be more patient and the reward of real sex with a real woman and not being obstructed by a porn infected brain will be so worth it.

Keep strong my brothers! Your progress is my motivation!

 

Day 331!

@Redemptionisrequired, congratulations!

Tomorrow, I will post the new ranks!

 

Day 2

 

Well boys. Day 1. Lets do this. Power comes in response to a need. Not a desire.

 

day 3 today ...

Still on course to recover (I wish this will be an other very long streak)

 

Day 286

 

119 days free of PMO.
@stronaut2021 thanks for the advice, it makes sense. Also good to know that even with 11 years of difference the marriage can work just fine.
There is a chance I'll get married "later" in life since I don't have a suitable partner yet and I get stressed about it sometimes. It seems I make it a bigger deal than it is.
@Redemptionisrequired thanks brother. I completely agree. I could feel the urges yesterday starting from a fantasy. I will be careful about it.

 

I am in

 

Checking in Saiyan's

18 Day Free of PMO.

Today was much better, I slept well and had a wonderful morning workout. Work went well too. Minor urges came forward, but I slapped them away. I also had a decent exposure session.

I want more from life, so much more. Frustrating when I think about where I am at in certain aspects.

Keep training!

@Kingfisher Thank you brother! You as well, keep going, nearly there.

@Against_the_demon_in_myself My pleasure brother. That's the best bet, address it as they come.