Nice of a month Mr. Baller. If you want to be on the list, inbox @MONSTER MONK Me reporting, Daily pt done. Had a very blessing dream (never before) Wonder if this was implying something good ahead. Read a case. A man posted a sexual video on multiple porn sites. The motive was for broke up. The woman shouldn't agreed on the first place of allowing him to take the clip. I hardly can give her a sympathy. This is what happens in premarital sex. No sense of responsibility. And a common sense.
Today was day 30 for me. Before I wouldn't stop to celebrate this moment, but I've realized as of late that you got to celebrate the things you can. With anybody struggling, STAY IN THE FIGHT. I might start posting more over the next month bc the second month is usually the hardest for me.
Hell Mode Post 2: Today was another pretty productive day for me. I got in quality self studying time and also went to the gym and got in a good hard workout in. Also managed to eat pretty healthy today. Overall a great day. I'm hoping the same happened for the rest of you. Quote or tag me and let me know how your days were!!
Reporting, Two not good days. Old wound started hurting again. I had relapses because of this before joining the force, by spending too much time on bed. Will take it easy on pt for awhile and no screen time at night. Good day manos.
I officially started Hell Mode now, I'll wake up all days at 7 AM. I'll study, read and do exercises all the days, that's my obligations for these actual days, soon I'll put more things, that's what I need to do now.
This is a good spirit, congratulations ! But don't get exhausted and try to have good habits step by step. For instance, first try to get up early then, when you're used to it and that it is natural for you, do exercises etc... The important point is to stay busy so that there is less time for you to watch P (and you do not think about it too). Good luck !
Reporting, Had no screen time at night so had a good sleep. Will stick with this for a while. No pt but did some streches. Everything will be fine again. Negative self talk is getting worse. I gotta be positive. I gotta stop comparing myself with others.
Day 1, daily check-in. I'm fine now, but the day was hard, so hard. Yes, Does not worth it do all the things and don't have time to live life. I'll improve them slowly, starting with the basic or minimum, thank you. But I'm also on Hell Mode so if i say I need to do I'll do. And I needed to study today and I studied, I'm proud of myself, congrats for me hehe.
Happy New Year fellow fapstronauts! Well folks, here I am yet again. Can't seem to break that glass ceiling and been on an absolutely rotten run of late. Seems I can't go more than 2 days' max at the moment, and struggling to stay motivated. But I know this is a war not a battle, so up I get. Phone in plastic bag, plastic bag in driveway, every night until this is beaten!
Can private @GonTheHunter share how to pass more than 2 days? You guys can check on each other's progress some times. Reporting, another 8 k done. Keeping motivated. No wound hurting for two days, awesome. Watched a movie yesterday. As I didn't know about the history of India so this was a great opener. Weekend relapse is pretty common here. Before taking any breaks, to sound off why you're doing this whenever you can. Happy message #200
I passed 2 days pardoning myself, a relapse is just a relapse, not the end of the world, I passed 2 days searching for information, information is our friend on this war of PMO or NoPMO, I focused on live the day and not stay on NoFap for long because it can make you crazy, I focused on my goals too, take cold showers, focused on improve my hygiene (this is important to me!), that was worse than before because of a problem with depression 2 years ago, and helped people here, help people here can teach you about some problems that you probably will not know until you hear different people talking about their problems, IT HELPED A LOT!
I'm still on day 83, and I will freeze here. I'm on vacation, so Hell mode will stay on hold for me for a while, but it's good for me to be part of this Army, I hope you won't leave me out. At the end of my vacation, I will resume from the same day 83. It's been a few days since I posted here. I have spent days of much, much, much temptation. This weekend I went to the beach with my family, and had a great time. The temptation did not go away (and at times it intensified, since I was on the beach), but I avoided having to stay locked in my house, and I managed to get very distracted by the family, which did me good. Today I am much better. I will go to the movies, I will exercise in the gym, I will move forward with "Humiliated and offended" by Dostoevsky. This week, in addition, I will cook vegan food with my mother. Today I don't feel as empty as days ago. I have not relapsed, despite the strong urges.
Great. But I'm kindda tired of seeing you going back and forth. I want to see a warrant hunter in the next 90 days. Can you do that? Vacation is noted sir. Temptation is like chips. When you see it you want to eat it. But if you're on diet you won't do that. It's a matter of choice. When tempted, I get to choose to reset/relapse/run.