Nofap BOOTCAMP ; NO PMO/ HELL Mode [Open]

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  1. Pedro.Conquers

    Pedro.Conquers Fapstronaut

    Hell mode 6/14

    Im fucken choked last night fucken went off my diet at my sis birthday party then continued at xmas party at night followed by pizza and PM at 2am. Next time I want to PM im gonna stab my self in the leg, or go outside and kick the shitout of someone.
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  2. im’possible

    im’possible Fapstronaut

    Before you stab your self next time, just calm down. I'm not taking cold shower and I'm doing fine.
    Don't let that feeling overwhelm you sir. Instead, stuff yourself with dicipline and spirit, in the army way.
    Maybe it's natural for you to PM because what you been through, so gotta fix the mindset first.

    Happy Xmas to you too. If you want to be on the list, ask @MASTER MONK.
  3. Pedro.Conquers

    Pedro.Conquers Fapstronaut

    Thank you for that response i needed that.
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  4. Pedro.Conquers

    Pedro.Conquers Fapstronaut

    7/15 hell mode

    Today was fucken great. Back on the right food, trained todsy and was spirtually connected. Did everything i need to do and i feel awesome.

    Food and gym and praying are very important for me to keep on track. Fuck yea! On to the next day.
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  5. Hell Mode, day 1, everything fine. I'm anxious to day 2. Don't know why. I'll just live my day.
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  6. im’possible

    im’possible Fapstronaut

    Just checking. Wishing everyone having good days.
    Marched 18K in two days. So enough PT. This lieutenant is taking a liberty. Will be back after 48 hours.
    Last edited: Dec 25, 2019
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  7. Pedro.Conquers

    Pedro.Conquers Fapstronaut

    Today wasent a hell mood day but it was a good day. So 8/16

    Being fat and enjoying xmas without porn.

    why is this forum so dead though? Where is @MASTER MONK
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  9. fg4795

    fg4795 Fapstronaut

    My Journal
    A chance. But you have another one now. Use it wisely my friend :)

    anyway hell mode day 104 checking
    okay I missed the check for some days but you can check my journal with the button whenever you want to see how cool my hell is right now. I've a routine that for the majority of the people would be hell to sustain for some hours. I placed my goals higher and higher.
    I respect my schedule.
    I woke up early before 7 even today and yesterday.
    I train everyday and I can train in gym for 3 hours at 100% and then have a match(done 2 days ago).
    I study and I memorize it easily.
    I went to hell to rule that.
  10. im’possible

    im’possible Fapstronaut

    4K run done.
    Exam review on progress.
    Commencing training exercise now.
  11. Pedro.Conquers

    Pedro.Conquers Fapstronaut

    Your a fucken g, you inspired me today. I think i need bi-polar medication.. but first i need to do my ultimate best to stay on program.

    I went crazy today with everything and watched porn.. I want more for my life i want to touch the world i want to build an empire. I want more sources if income, more stable and residual ones. Im sick of going in all in all the time, i want to learn something new.. I need a new rush a new drive.. Im going to research new ideas and topics everyday. Im going to find something that is filled with passion and also brings in dollar signs. I need to read more, i need to grow. I have no choice, I WANT IT ALL.
  12. newtry

    newtry Fapstronaut

    D77. This week has been a very good week. I have spent Christmas with the family. Being all together has not always been quite pleasant. My family sometimes doesn't get along very well, but this year things went as they should. I am saying goodbye to a very good year personally. I have worked hard at work and in my studies, and I have done my best in the eight Bible classes I gave.

    Well, summer is here. Temptation is hard to bear. I think about sx all day. It is not strong enough to say that I am suffering, but it is increasing.

    Regarding this, I have a message for you, PM: You won't see me fall this summer. I have many plans for this 2020, and God is encouraging me to do so. I will not disappoint him. You are not my god, PM. You are a demon, and a low one. Nothing special and good is in you. Nothing you whisper in my ear is true, nothing. Your goal: keep me a slave. You want to see me wallowing in the dirt where you come from yourself, that is all, but that won't happen. Not this summer. I am ready to fight.
    Last edited: Dec 28, 2019
  13. Day 2, Hell Mode. I think this Hell Mode is being strange, just because I'm not taking it so seriously, I'm doing what I need to do for my own life, but I do not plan anything I just do and "that's okay". Well, I think I'm doing very well, I'm not planning my actions and tasks but I'm completing them so ... Okay.
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  14. im’possible

    im’possible Fapstronaut

    Daily pt done. A little passed out during the running. Regardless the not so good weather, I'm doing fine.
    Went shopping yesterday, was planning to stay an hour but ended up two. I was having too much fun. I guess I'm aiming for fulfilling life now? Too much nofap on mind can creates more isolation, which is the past lesson learned.
    Last edited: Dec 29, 2019
  15. im’possible

    im’possible Fapstronaut

    Good last day of the year, next year awaits. Planning to attend more community sponsored activities and reconnect with them.
    The only easy day was yesterday.
    Last edited: Dec 30, 2019
  16. newtry

    newtry Fapstronaut

    D78. Yesterday. Finally, as I said before, with the heat of summer and holidays, temptation has made its horrendous appearance.

    Come here, Temptation, take a seat. I must speak to you for a moment. I am a Christian, and I choose to live in holiness. You are not welcome in my house. I ask you to grab your luggage and leave. Have some self love. I no longer belong to you. Christ set me free, and now he is my owner. Christ defeated you on the Cross, and you no longer have power here. Have a little self respect, and leave. I accompany you to the door. Will you go for good or should I throw you with violence? It's up to you.

    D79. Today. In the morning I went to work for the last time before my vacation. Then, I went to lunch with coworkers. I regret the topic of the conversation ... they talked about other colleagues, who were not present. How mediocre the human being is ... with so many possible conversation topics. And my coworkers are people of high intellectual level ... uffff ...

    At home, I took a nap and now I feel rested and very well. Today I was not as tempted as yesterday, thank God. This summer I have some strategies in mind: to get closer to the youth of my Church, in order not to be alone and bored. I will also be preparing the theme of my classes next year (Christology).

    I am a creative man. I can invent things, devise new activities, to get away from temptation.
  17. im’possible

    im’possible Fapstronaut

    Good year, I'm so energetic so I spent my first day of the year out side pt-ing. Yeasterday was eating hot-pot and some junk food but not bad. Laughing at TV shows everynight. Nothing special but I'm living like a human bing.
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  18. Pedro.Conquers

    Pedro.Conquers Fapstronaut

    Start over on HELL MODE 2/2 days

    I am feeling really good, finally got two days after a long time. Thing is to keep reminding yourself on what gets you to relapse. Junk food, tv are triggers for me, so i pulled the batteries out the remote and started cooking food at home for once in my life. My mind and body are on check, and i am grateful for that. I appreciate everyone on duels on nofap and the elite army; Happy new year to all and wish you guys happiness with prosperity.
  19. im’possible

    im’possible Fapstronaut

    Good day, did a little bit martial arts this morning. Everyone's watching so I had to run away. Not bad for a long time blanker.
    Watched a motivational video for the new year. The old man says the importance of effort, than talent. Meaning everyone can do something, regardless of the gifted ability. If pmo is gifted then, one can control it by making the effort.
  20. newtry

    newtry Fapstronaut

    D83 This week I´ve been resting. I have advanced with reading my book (about Jewish customs in the times of Christ). This summer, I hope to take advantage of free time, mainly in reading, reducing the use of the internet. I don't use Netflix, thank God (another vice that I can do without). And this 2019 I stopped drinking too much coffee, which has been part of my achievements. Not only does PM affect health and the mind, as we all know. How good it is to be able to take advantage of the opportunity to overcome a vice (PM) to also include other vices.

    These three days without cell phone or internet have done me very well. On Tuesday I felt very tempted, but I'm already better. I'm not thinking about PM all day like Monday and Tuesday ... at the first hint of bad thoughts I disconnect again.

    You refuse to leave PM ... I offered you a dignified retreat, but you're still here. And I need a friend of flesh and blood. Are you perhaps? I must not be a great friend, so we are for each other. But friendship requires trust, and you are waiting for the first opportunity to push me to the train tracks. You can not avoid it. It is in your nature.

    We live in a lonely world, PM, as you know. You will not use my loneliness against me. I'm never near the tracks without looking back, so good luck with that.

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