+TenPercent

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Day 30 without masturbation (MO). Day 0 without edging. Struggling for a weak now, compulsively edging. Feel like crap half the time. May 29, 2024 at 11:35 AM

+TenPercent was last seen:: May 29, 2024 at 11:47 AM

1. +TenPercent
  No porn, but occasionally overwhelmed with compelling urges to masturbate.
  
  Feb 2, 2022
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  2. Life of Integrity
    It's part of the process. We have to overcome the urges to break the addiction
    
    Feb 2, 2022
    
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2. Project Steadfast
  16 hour drive to my new home today. Leaving all the vices where they belong… in the dust.
  
  Jan 27, 2022
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  2. Project Steadfast
    Sorry, was on the mobile and thought this was my status. Wondered where it went!
    
    Jan 28, 2022
    
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3. +TenPercent
  1 year without Porn today.
  
  Jan 25, 2022
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  3. +TenPercent
    @Project Steadfast Do I feel different? A little. Has it gotten easier? A little. I could SO easily click and be looking at porn. I still think about it and can recall my favorites with ease. The streak helps.
    
    Feb 4, 2022
    
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  4. +TenPercent
    And it’s nice not having porn in my search history! :)
    
    Feb 4, 2022
    
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  5. Project Steadfast
    Thanks for the update. It's very easy for sure. You are an inspiration.
    
    Feb 4, 2022
    
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4. +TenPercent
  Barely survived December and the end of the year. Anxiety now . . . don't want to relapse on 1/1! Device is going on. Committed to no M!
  
  Jan 1, 2022
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  2. kropo82
    Me too. Let's pull through
    
    Jan 4, 2022
    
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  3. Deleted Account
    If you're tempted, how do you get the device on (assuming you're hard)? I'm thinking of getting one. What do you recommend?
    
    Jan 7, 2022
5. +TenPercent
  Made it through last night, and today so far, but ever so close to slipping with masturbation! And tempted by porn after 340 days without it
  
  Dec 31, 2021
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6. +TenPercent
  If I make it through this evening without masturbating I’d be surprised. Can’t really imagine NOT at least edging
  
  Dec 30, 2021
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7. +TenPercent
  No word from my gf for a few hours = worry. Is she ok? A couple more hours. She did say she’s be home late. Then the thought hits …
  
  Dec 28, 2021
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  3. +TenPercent
    No. There’s no evidence. It was just a thought. However, I HAVE been cheated on before by previous partners and missed all the “subtle” clues that seemed so obvious after the fact.
    
    Dec 29, 2021
    
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  4. Deleted Account
    That happen to me last time
    
    Dec 29, 2021
    
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  5. Khufu
    have you told your girlfirend you been cheated on before
    
    Feb 6, 2022
8. Deleted Account
  4.75 In is a blessing compared to what I have...
  But I guess I should count my blessings because I don't have a cuckold fetish or deal with premature ejaculation.
  
  Dec 27, 2021
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  2. +TenPercent
    Thank you for the post. :)
    More like 4.5” though, sometimes closer to 4.25”
    
    Dec 27, 2021
    
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  3. Deleted Account
    If I am being honest mine is 2 inches when flaccid but if I get turned on It gets to 5 inches and that's about it.
    
    Dec 27, 2021
    
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  4. +TenPercent
    Hey! That’s not too bad! :D
    Mine is 4 1/2 inches when I’m rock hard, fully erect.
    Flaccid - sometimes 2 inches, sometimes about 1 inch
    
    Dec 27, 2021
9. +TenPercent
  Happy Holidays. Some people get days off. Others have to do twice as much and work extra days.
  
  Dec 27, 2021
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10. +TenPercent
  Just had an O from sex. You'd think that would relieve the urges but I'm already experiencing chasers and fighting an extreme urge to M!
  
  Dec 24, 2021
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  2. +TenPercent
    It just occurred to me, that part of it might be the insecurities around sex and my ability (or inability) to perform. For me, that's PE - I'm constantly on the edge of PE and have to modify, lest it all ends in under 20 seconds
    
    Dec 24, 2021
    
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  3. Khufu
    ive come to the conclusion, after intimacy, your sexual energy heightens,
    
    Dec 24, 2021
    
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  4. +TenPercent
    Agreed. With or without orgasm, but especially after an orgasm . . . the proverbial chaser effect!
    
    Dec 24, 2021
    
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11. +TenPercent
  Edged, gave myself blue balls, lost myself in fantasy . . . what a mess! But I didn't look at P and did not O. Might actually get through ok
  
  Dec 23, 2021
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  2. Deleted Account
    I'm pretty sure edging to fantasies is on par with pornography.
    
    Dec 23, 2021
    
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12. +TenPercent
  Hanging in there, but barely. The past couple of weeks have been brutal and pushed me to the edge of sanity (and orgasm)
  
  Dec 23, 2021
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  2. Deleted Account
    become good friends with cold water, it's a streak saver
    
    Dec 23, 2021
    
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13. +TenPercent
  Intentionally gave myself blue balls yesterday- anything to feel different! Doing a little better today. A little.
  
  Dec 22, 2021
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  2. Deleted Account
    Danger, Will Robinson!
    
    Dec 22, 2021
    
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14. +TenPercent
  So much stress (holidays) and discouragement (work) - I’m in grave danger of acting out. Anyone else working Christmas Day?
  
  Dec 21, 2021
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  3. +TenPercent
    I often wish I could just skip Christmas. But, it's all around me, and so important to so many people in my life. I feel guilty for not doing enough. And, I won't lie, I would rather be relaxing with friends and family on Christmas day than spend the day at work.
    
    Dec 24, 2021
    
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  4. Deleted Account
    Life is short, do what makes more good memories not more money. I done the money thing it's overrated by itself.
    
    Dec 24, 2021
    
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  5. Khufu
    i want to skip christmas some time an vacation in a hot country
    
    Dec 24, 2021
    
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15. +TenPercent
  Updated my signature. Facing the sad reality - only O from sex w/ my gf twice in the last 4 months, slipped a lot with masturbation.
  
  Dec 18, 2021
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16. +TenPercent
  Feeling pretty down this morning, and some blue balls still. Imagining that yesterday might have been far more productive if I hadn't been
  
  Dec 18, 2021
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  2. +TenPercent
    derailed by arousal. I think it started with a triggering situation on Wednesday and has just built and built from there. Sometimes I think it IS better to just M and reset that energy, but I'm also trying to save my sexual energy (i.e. erection potential) for my gf.
    
    Dec 18, 2021
    
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  3. Deleted Account
    don't reset, one down day is better that having to build back up again. don't edge or look at p
    
    Dec 18, 2021
    
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17. +TenPercent
  15 minutes of edging . . . serious blue balls an hour later. Didn't O or P, but very aware how urges are eating up my whole day.
  
  Dec 17, 2021
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  2. Deleted Account
    self sabotage is like stabbing yourself in the guts and laughing as you do it.
    
    Dec 17, 2021
    
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18. +TenPercent
  Crazy URGES!! End of year stress. I probably won't use P, but also trying not to M. The desire to M is fiercely upon me.
  
  Dec 17, 2021
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  2. Deleted Account
    go do activities around people till they stop
    
    Dec 17, 2021
    
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19. +TenPercent
  Nearly 11 months without Porn! Feels like a lot longer - I think that's a good thing. Feels like I haven't done it in FOREVER.
  
  Dec 15, 2021
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  2. +TenPercent
    Must be careful, however. It's all just a click away. And I still struggle with other temptations and urges.
    
    Dec 15, 2021
    
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20. +TenPercent
  Nearly 10 months without Porn. Yes, I have chosen to accept masturbation on occasion, and guess what? I rarely do it anyway. Feeling better.
  
  Nov 23, 2021
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Orgasm Addict. Compulsive Masturbator. Porn, Fantasy and Edging Addict. Longest streaks without O: 55, 63, 125, 129, 134, 154d.; without M: 191 days; without P: 454 days.
Best "imperfect" Streak = 325 days w/ one M slip (MO @125, WD @259, sex @ 296)
0 unauthorized voluntary releases (i.e. M) (of 4) in 2023 vs 18/22 in 2022 13/25 in 2021, 24/42 in 2020, 5/18 in 2019, 40/43 in 2018 and 82/82 in 2017.
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