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Hey just joined. Just feeling my way around and reading so I don’t post something against the forum’s norms. I will say I want to quit porn really bad. I am still sexually active with my wife and I love masturbation. I’m not sure I am here to quit that. Maybe looking for some support form some...

Hi, I'm Gabriel. I'm a 29yo gay brazilian guy. Started nofap yesterday.

Hey everyone! 41yr old gay guy with a fiance significantly younger so plenty of sex needed. I am the bottom, but is it ok that I give it up but not touch myself during a reboot? I just started 1-1-19 nofap no pmo

So I'm still into transgender pornography. (Yeah I still beat my meat to weird porn, sue me.) However I have given that sissy shit a miss for a long time now. I've (I think) been a fully straight man my entire life. However, TG porn kinda threw a spanner in the works. But why do I get off on...

I've experience sleep problems before, i noticed that i've insomnia problems about 7-14 days after a serious PMO relapse. I relapse so bad in the last days of 2018 so now that i'm triying to do NoFap again i am getting terrible withdrawal symptons, the most notorious is insomnia and anxiety...

Hi, Justin here. I live London. I am addicted to sex. Justin the sex addict. I guess it does have a ring to it. So I have wasted so much time on porn and Grindr. I have become very depressed and cynical. I am seeing a therapist but it is not working. I know porn and casual sex are the root of...

It was a side thought of mine for the last year but I really never thought about how porn addiction affects me. I am gay, in my early twenties, I fap probably 2-5 times a day since I am very young, maybe 13.. Everytime a person told me they jerk off once twice a week it sounded like a lie to me...

So I am new to NoFap and had had a 3 day streak until yesterday. Yesterday I got drunk and downloaded Grinder. I did not see any penises nor photos but I chatted with a guy. I masturbated thinking about being naked with him in bed and sucking his dick. I am not gay, but I got completely arroused...

Hi guys! A few days ago I came across NoFap on Youtube and a ton of convincing arguments and scientific informations later, I decided to stop porn and masturbation for the next days. I am totally overwhelmed by all this information about NoFap! There are so many really sad stories related to...

Hi I'm a 32 year old homosexual male and I stumbled upon nofap because of a conversation in a gamer chat. I thought it was a joke at first then I looked into it and realised that not only is it real, but might actually be beneficial to me. I'm not currently in a relationship and I don't have...

I'm here due to.....different reasons. By circumstance I'm here. Not choice, per say. Okay if anyone is willing to hear me out on this, I am genuinely interested in your opinions on this. I promise I am not coming at this as a joke, I am not trying to be antagonistic, and most of all I am...

I am a gay guy who is starting to experiment with a NoFap journey. 9 days into NoFap November, I've already noticed some insights that are a lot to chew on. I have a theory that my fap addiction started, in my teenage years, as a coping mechanism to make myself more socially adept and...

So I am a little bit of a unique case in the way that I didn't become addicted to porn that degrades women or gives unrealistic ideas about sex, that's because I'm not into viewing girls having sex or their tits bouncing off. I'm attracted to men. Hot big buff muscle men. That has always been my...

I've been incredibly surprised to see so many guys my age struggling with the same thing I have. To begin, my experience is that of a gay male who grew up at the dawn of high speed internet and porn. I'm also someone who recently started dating for the first time in my life, and recently lost my...

Hi guys, I wanted to ask if anybody knows a way to deal with fetishes. I have a pissing fetish and I am haunted by homosexual thoughts. I think the major cause is porn which is why I'm doing my best to abstain. The problem is that every time I try to do so the forementioned thoughts lead me to a...

Hey guys, I could use some support. I’m BI and travel each week for business. It’s so easy to watch porn in the hotel rooms and jack off. Anyone else have this struggle? Any fellow business travelers or road warriors? I could use some fellow friends that understand this challenge. Feel free to...

Hey y’all. Wha’s good? Just your average gay nursing student trying to get through the 30 Day Challenge as I continue my education and set up my future. Any more gay guys, male nurses, or any chill gay friendly guys willing to accompany me on this journey to a porn-free life?

Hi, i am male and bi and my question is, if its allowed to giving blowjobs during nofap hardmode. I am on day 40. I think it is ok, because if i dont cum it should be ok. What do you guys think? Already thanks for the ansewers!

Hi All, I’m a 33 year-old gay black male living in Sacramento, CA (USA). I have been exposed to porn since my early teens but it was an occasional thing until recently. Over that past year my porn watching has increased and I’ve even been paying monthly subscriptions to porn. I knew what I liked...

Hey. Nice to meet you guys. I’m a gay male in his 20s and I have a problematic addiction to PMO which has gotten worse in the sense that not only have I lost confidence in myself, but I’ve submerged even further into rougher/kinkier porn which I’m starting to think is a dark path to follow. If...

Hey folks, Just posting to ask if anyone here has had any experience with Karezza between two guys. I understand that Karezza (slow, gentle, habitual, nonorgasmic, spiritual intimacy between partners) is such a niche subject already, so to find information for gay men is even harder. Even...

hey guys, It is Day 11 for me and I just decided that I could not do this alone. ive been reading all I can about rebooting the last week or so and I pretty much understand what I should do but what last weekend had taught me was that doing it by myself sucks. I felt lonely, and abnormal, and...

I've been a furry porn addict since I was twelve. I used to fap at least twice a day and would browse porn an roleplay with other users for hours, sometimes taking up a whole day of time. My tastes started out more tame and eventually got more twisted and novel as time went on. I've tried nofap...

Tl:dr - existential crisis of if I am gay or straight or bi or none just dead inside. I was on day five and wanted to know what I'm attracted to - straight p or gay p. I spent a short while on Google but nothing... My dick was limp! So I grabbed it and started stroking and stroking after a...

I see alot of threads with men wondering if they're bi or gay. Whether a man is or not, porn can certainly be the reason he first asks the question of himself, discovery or addiction? I had the same internal struggle for a year or two, only to realise I am not (though I would never count out the...

Day 50 here - 26yo bi male (though I don't think sexuality makes much difference in this tbh). My story is an interesting one, I think. I started NoFap just to see if I could. I usually masturbated once a day, with porn, but sometimes I’d go a week without fapping, and I had been without for...

So I've been into porn since I had acces to a computer. When I was around 10 years old I would always look up porn on the computers they had at school. Nothing to crazy, I would just type in "porn movies" and then click on the first link I saw. I never really watched it. The first time I really...

Hi, I just found this website and joined after doing some research on how to stop my porn addiction. I’m married but never stopped watching since I could rent Porn then moved to online. I started with straight porn but now also watch gay Porn. I watch when I’m stressed and bored. I know it has...

Hello everyone… I am a 23 years gay male and last week I discovered was suffering from PIED mostly because when I got to kiss or heat things up with a guy (which I'm fine with) my penis would show no sign of getting hard even tho I'm pretty turned on and loving the situation. I used to have a...

Hi everyone, I'm a mid-forties gay guy who also sometimes sleeps with women. So I guess technically I'm bi. I'm happily married to a man and we're in an open relationship. That part I'm fine with and we have a loving marriage (and still have sex after more than ten years together). But I'm...

Guys, I really could use some help and feedback. I’m in my early 40’s and have been struggling with porn addiction since adolescence. I didn’t realize I had a bonafide adddiction until I was about 27 and met with some therapists. Since then I’ve seen well over a dozen different therapists with...

I am 36 and gay. My current relationship is on course to crash and burn; like many that have gone before it. I know I'm addicted to PMO. I have let it guide my life for too long and ultimately it is making me truly unhappy. I'm at a point where I'm saying I'm done with that shit. As a teenager...

Hi all, I’m new to NoFap! I’m 4 days strong so far. Kind of. I have a question for all of you. I’m gay so I use gay dating/hookup apps. Sometimes I get a lot of unsolicited dick/ass pics or other nudes. Does that count as porn? Will it negatively effect my rebooting? I look away as soon as I...

I don't like posting a separate topic because I'm gay but the vast majority of posts are from straight guys so it would be cool to see if gay people use the forum too. I'm a 27 year old guy who watches porn regularly but I have no real sex life, body issues and don't do well with guys. I feel...

Hey, so I’ve yet to know my sexuality but I love watching a girl orgasm so I might be gay. Besides that, I masturbate 2+ times a day and yes, it takes me away from living. I need help to find something else to do.

On Friday night, I realised that I had spent 5 hours masturbating. I even forgot dinner. As I lay on my bed, naked and ashamed, feeling dirty and guilty - I realised I needed to make a real change. A meaningful one. This is the start of my story. I am two people. The person I am to the world...

Hi there everyone, My name is Josh, I'm 25 years old, am graduating from university in December later this year, and after many long and hard months (years of reading, talking to other students and prayer actually), I have finally made the decision to consider converting from Protestantism...

When I look at my own body through the mirror, then I feel my lust higher because of it. Is it sign that I am gay? But I am still interested in women and I have a plan to get married soon. However I am also tempted seeing handsome muscular guy. This started happening in early year of my college...

Hi everyone! I am from Tr and need your help. I just joined the group. So happy that i am not alone but i need help! I am gay and a porn addicted. I have a relationship but i can't quit masturbate. I hope i will achieve to 90 days.

I had my first boner to porn and it was how I found out about sex. I never masturbated without porn and I was afraid of being a pervert and in denial of being gay. These caused me to go to porn all the time and I think I’ve seriously screwed up my sexual functioning. I: - Have never once had...

Hi I’m 17 (about to be 18) and I wanted to write about my experience with porn and see if there are some answers. I discovered sex at the same time I discovered porn (thanks sheltering parents) at 13, up to that point I had never as much as had a boner or thought about someone sexually. I...

:emoji_wave:Day 1: This is my story and my journey with my partner. I lost my virginity a little over two years ago to my ex fiancé. Since then I’ve always had trouble orgasming except on my own that being almost always with porn. I have shed many tears over it and counting about half the times...

Hello! I'm 29 years old, I'm from Argentina and I'm looking for a new way of life. My best friend recommended this website to meet other people with similar problems, so ... let's do it! I have struggled with depression, anxiety and now I am trying to improve step by step ... I know it is...

Here is my story. Started masturbating since I can remember myself when I was 2.5 years old. At that time I could masturbate 5-6 times in a row. Sometimes even more. I was always masturbating to imagination of girls, that I've seen in movies. I also remember touching couch and imagining it's...

I have been reading over these posts for a while so i decided i should go ahead and tell my story. Id consider myself a prety typical Australian 17 year old; im into basketball, surfing, water polo etc. I would say that i suffer from severe depression or that my life is a mess. Anyway ill start...

First of all I’m glad to see that I’m not the only one who has this horrible ‘sissy’ fetish because it makes me feel less alone and less of a freak in this world. I am hugely addicted to TG Captions and sissy porn in general and I’m not sure if it’s just a fetish at this point or if I’m well and...

So, I successfully completed 30 days last year, and relapsed. It took me a while to get back on track, but i'm back and on day 9. I'm feeling run down, achey, feeling sick. This didn't happen last time. I'm noticing people more and immediately when I'm attracted to someone, I am flashing...

I'm new here and wondered are there any other gay guys 18+ who are trying to give up? Thought I'd check as most straight guys probably don't like talking about gay stuff :D

So with this post I am going to go into detail just to get this whole story straight. I’m 15 and have been watching normal straight porn and lesbian porn for about a year and a half I stopped watching porn around 3 weeks ago but have relapsed a couple times and my PIED is going away slowly but...

I really wanted to quit masturbation. Its been a habbit that's been going on since I was around 5 or 6 maybe. I am 31 now and as I look back at the life that I've lived so far, I feel like I can, in one way or the other, relate most of my current misseries to this morbid habbit that I developed...

Hie im an 18yr old and I have had this problem for like 8 yrs and it really been spilling into my life lately. I really needed to stop because it feels like its all i can think about, but i have more important studies to focus and i really need to stop and get a fresh start. I feel tired and...

Coming from a country where it is illegal and taboo to be gay, I struggled with my sexuality for a long time. It took me 22 years to have my first sexual encounter and by that time I had grown used to using porn and masturbation to give me some needed release. As a result my sexual experiences...

i just decided to create an account and get involved in the forums. I’m married with Wife and Kids. Addicted to porn mostly gay. Feeling good about my streak.

Hey everyone - the thought of eliminating triggers seemed appealing at first until I realized it's just everywhere and connected to other compulsions From my computer, to my iphotos, to my saved tabs on my browsers, to all my social media accounts, to even yoga class! HAS ANYONE EVER GRADUALLY...

hi all, Well this has been a looooong time coming. So I’m 38. Started fapping when I was about 12 (started with underwear catalogues, etc then once the internet arrived it was all over with P). I wouldn’t say I was a heavy addict, but i would regularly pmo very day (or other day) for about an...

Hi, im new here, im from Spain, gay, 41. I think some aspects of our rebooting is easier to share with other gays, so Im opening this topic to discuss them. I apologize for my English, it is not easy for me to write fluently but i will do my best. Nobody in my family nor friends knew i was gay...

Hi. Im 41, male and gay man from Spain. I am in a relationship of 12 years, four years ago i started with problems of Ed and I realized i had to quit porn and masturbation. I set my goal of 90 days of no PM and since then i never got even the half , my best streak is 35 days. Since I started i...

Hey guys, I'm sure there's a thread about this topic on this site somewhere but I couldn't find it so I'm starting another one about it. I'll just jump right in, I have been experiencing erectile dysfunction since my porn/masturbating problem started about 9-10 years ago. I still get morning...

Hey folks. I'm a gay, transgender man, and I've been addicted to erotica since I was about 10, and to visual pornography for about 7 years. My addiction to watching porn/reading erotica--usually while edging--has ruined my sleep schedule, my motivation, and my energy levels. I just pulled an...

Hello everyone, My name is Michel I am a Lebanese phd student currently living in France. I recently realised that since the age of 13-14 i have been constantly watching porn (mostly gay porn to be exact) and i can't remember a time when i didn't watch porn... Recently somehow it started to...

Recently found an amazing boyfriend, been going well for 4 months now, we mainly see each other at weekends and I really want it to work. I do have a problem though, I am defo addicted to porn, I masturbate twice a day - constantly scrolling to find my next hit, it’s affectibg my work too...

I just intro myself in the log section https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/my-log.139691/ Cheers!

I haven't nutted since last Thursday, and i really haven't been to temped to until now. I just shattered my phone and i'm stressed and i have this terrible urge in my stomach and in my penis itself that just is calling me to cum. I'd appreciate some help

So it's been four days since I started, it isn't as hard as I expected, which is good. I usually get urges in the morning mostly: when I get morning erections and when I'm changing clothes and see myself nude in the mirror... It takes some self-control to overcome these, but I'm positive that...

Hey there! I posted this thread for I had been in this problem since a young age. I was 14 when I watched porn for the first time and since the past 5 years, I have been battling myself. Actually, the first porn video I watched was accidentally a humiliation video and since I was a bit young to...

Greetings from the Frontier A query: Is talking to 'them' just as bad? We'll get to that... Intro: I'm 26 and on my first real NoFap journey - 22 days in, no MO and one great big internal confrontation over what "P" has come to mean in my life. Now you're probably wondering, who are 'they?'...

I’m having a hard time coming to grips with my sexuality. I think I’m gay, but wish I could say otherwise. When I was probably 6 or 7 I had a sexual experience with my male friends. We hardly knew anything but were curious. Sadly, through my teenage years I’ve watched a fair share of gay porn. I...

Hello fellow Fapstronauts, I'm radann and I am a college freshman just beginning his fall quarter (and also beginning to come out). I perused this forum about a few times to research on dropping my PMO addiction, but now I join because I find that time is so precious for me in college. With a...

Hello everybody. I hope you all doing well. I am a 22 year-old male. I don't have a girlfriend. I am afraid. I am suffering from OCD, which greatly influences my daily life. I feel a lot of stress every day and almost every hour. I also have some social anxiety. It's hard for me to look at...

I had an erection through most of the night, and my dream was this. I was in a group home with Harley Quinn and random people. I was courting Harley Quinn, who had powerful dark magic and ruled the house. But I had a strength about me as well although I couldn't identify what it was. Harley...

For years I have been masterbating to porn. Probably since I was 13 and I was masterbating a lot earlier but without porn. Over time after looking at regular porn I moved a to little bit deeper waters and started looking at rule 34 (just trying to be very honest in this thread, please don't...

For years I have been masterbating to porn. Probably since I was 13 and I was masterbating a lot earlier but without porn. Over time after looking at regular porn I moved a to little bit deeper waters and started looking at rule 34 (just trying to be very honest in this thread, please don't...

I've heard about Nofap before and tried it in a half-assed manner to see what it was like, but after really experiencing the symptoms of PMO addiction (anti-social, desensitized, chronic depression and despair) I think I should really give this a shot. But since I have tried this before...sort...

Hello, my name is Samir. I'm 26 and I'm single. For a long time, people or at least my entourage consider me a model. Besides, they continue to consider me as a model. When I was in high school I advised my friends on the benefit of remaining chaste. By the time my friends were interested in...

Every time I see a beautiful I fantasizing about them; I also think I have HOCD, I've fantasized about being with men and have watched gay porn. I have a BDSM and DOM fetish which my girlfriend and I regularly practice. I'm slightly ashamed of these thoughts I have but I can't stop them...

Hi, I don't know how to start, but let's start by introducing myself. I am Amr, an Egyptian doctor (several lines are put under being Egyptian and being a doctor). 29 years old, single, muslim. My thread may be long but I like to write details as possible. Everything started when I was in...

OK well, this is definitely not a normal story... I am a devout Catholic and have been trying to grow in my faith especially recently, but I have been wrestling and struggling with porn and masturbation since 6th grade. I have gone 100 days without porn or masturbation one single time...

Hi friends, I'm a rising senior at a university in the midwest and I've finally decided enough is enough with porn. I accidentally watched porn for the first time when I was 12, and got hooked for two weeks, watching porn every day. I felt really guilty after the two weeks and told my parents...

Hi! I'm a 26 year old gay male in the US and I've been failing at nofap for a couple of years. I need help. The sexual function isn't where it should be at my age. The feeling of continuing to do something I intend not to do (PMO) is worrisome. I want more control. I want to have more energy...

Hi! I'm literally new here and I myself is looking for ways on how to abstain from PMO until I found NoFap community that will (I hope) help me. I was absorbed by the horror of watching gay pornography since I was twelve years old. I really look forward to the day when I can finally have a my...

Pornography and masturbation has been a part of my life for almost 20 years! I'm a 35 year old gay guy and when I was younger and not out yet to myself or others, it was the only way I could explore my sexuality. Needless to say, I was hooked and have consistently watched porn ever since. It's...

Well ... Hi. My motherlanguage is not english, so i apologize for the grammatical errors and the misspellinsg. I just want to write down some lines of Life. I'm 21 and I'm living in Hamburg, Germany. When i was 13 i had my first "girlfriend". We just kissed each other, but didnt have sex of...

Hi everyone. I'm 20 years old and I have had started watching porn at a young age but my addiction for porn soon drifted towards a dark side, HUMILIATION AND DEGRADATION. I soon developed a fetish for feet though I can accept myself that way but the problem is that with foot fetish videos, there...

Hi all - My partner and I have both been struggling with porn and masturbation recently, and tonight we decided to delete our respective accounts together. Then he sent me a link to this website, and here I am. It was incredibly sad for me to see all the work I put into my blog gone with the...

Hello. 23 working gay guy here. I watched a video about these kind of challenge and it made me think a lot. I have a masturbation problem since my high school days but I noticed that it has become more evident. I usually masturbate twice a day, one in the morning during showers and one at night...

Does anyone here have experience dealing with a growing addiction to both porn as well as pnp sex? I am a reliable, straightlaced, professional who is engaged in my family life, my partner, and even volunteer extensively in my community But then when my partner travels for work 15 days of the...

Being straight and being on Nofap is hard enough. it is SO much harder when you're gay and on NoFap. I am the only gay guy that is out of the closet at my school. It also doesn't seem like many other guys at my school are gay except for one ugly dude that really annoys me and the anti-social...

I hadn't planned on introducing myself but I'm beginning to realise I'm in a more dire situation than I first thought. I'm 18 and I'm addicted to porn and financial domination (when men/women humiliate you online and demand you send them money). I watch porn daily and it's not uncommon for me...

hey there I'm new to the community and am here for the same reasons you are - I'm just scared as fuck about it I have already deleted my pornhub profile and all my saved videos but I'm having a hard time going to my google docs to delete my personal (of me having all kinds of crazy high sex)...

Hi guys! My boyfriend have both realised we have a definite porn and masturbation addiction. We'd like to focus on each other as our source of sexual pleasure (we're still going to orgasm but ONLY with each other) as well as undo the shitty way that porn has rewired our brains. I've been...

Hi all, Im new to NoFap. i started because i've been addicted to porn since i was 12 and i've felt it slowly ruin parts of my life. i have stopped every now and again usually lasting up to month but relapsing with the usual "why bother ill just give in again" the last stint earlier this year...

IM SUUUPER HORNY!! I WANT TO SPIT OUT MY CUM OUT OF MY COCK. I ALSO LIKE TO BOTTLE MY OWN CUM!! PLEASE HELP ME Also im gay.

It's my first relationship with a man (I'm bi). My first healthy, non-toxic, romantic-comedy-standard relationship. The first time I fall in love. Though he doesn't know it yet. He is kind, understanding, supportive, a light and a shelter in almost every situation. And I've never been so much...

Hello everyone! I'm 24, italy, and I want to get a better life too. Thank you nofap! My story: I started to masturbate and watch porn with 10 or 11? My opinion today: porn destroys relationships, loves and gift you a false immagination of sex. I learnt that it is not the urge to saddisfied the...

hi, i was exposed to porn at 13, however I didn't fap which was odd lol. I actually started getting addicted to fapping at 16, everyday, im 18 btw. Occasionally I would watch gay or transgendered person porn, but that was a rarity and was just curious. It was 99.9% hetero porn for the most part honestly. I...

Seeing as though I'm giving this a go I may as well tell my story. So hello to all the fellow fapstronauts out there! I'm 25, gay and in a happy long term relationship. However, I have been masturbating for about 15 years and this has been heavily influenced by porn for probably the last 12...

Hello, I am a 22 year old gay student who has been masturbating since age 11. Over the years I often tried to do it less often but unfortunately failed. For a long time it went quite well, but after entering university I noticed how much time I spend a day to just get one irrelevant orgasm after...

Hello everyone! So I heard about this website from a friend because we were talking about masturbation about a week ago. When I got home that day, I thought long and hard about it. I guess I do have a porn problem... And I feel like it's deeply affecting my sex life. I want to be able to...

Hello All, I'm a 19 year old homo guy who's been frustrated by what seems like an at the very least annoying case of PIED for a few months now. I feel like it may have been longer, but I never noticed because previous sexual partners never really focused on having me orgasm, but I've kinda...

Hey everyone, my name is Phil. I currently live in Utah and work in the mental health field. I am also attending college to finish my bachelors degree and then on to my masters. I have been making some changes in my life and I feel porn is one of those things that needs to change. I totally...