self awareness

I have seen many girls anytime in life, but just never been in a actual relationship. It always getting rejecting, left on read or ignored,etc. Since This year, after having not a good experience going to my first football game, I have been relapsing constantly. Streaking have been up or down...

Another year, an eclipse before me. And here I am again, doing all of the things I chose to do this year, yet failing all the same. Some parts of me hate myself for it, some parts are just quiet, and some parts just don't care as long as it is easy. I think I lost the part where I was angry and...

New Year New Me, Feeling Optimistic for the first time in a while. Just like any addiction I feel like mine was becoming more extreme and was starting to spiral out of control. I’ve been practicing self control but always seem to give in when the going gets tough or if I’m feeling depressed...

I didn't remember but I masturbated 3 or 4 days back after that I felt guilty and anxious also feeling insecure and feel like don't want to socialize anymore. But from that day I started doing something different and that instantly boosted my confidence and feeling blessed now for that. I will...

Sup fellow Fapstronauts.I'm your average Fapstronauts, got a heavy porn addiction. Thought maybe I should take some action. I know I can't stay like this, this will probably be the solution to it. Although... I need to work for it. Wish me luck.

JUST AS A HEADS UP I TALK ABOUT WHAT P I WAS ADDICTED TO… so read at your own will!!! So to start things off I’m very new to this nofap thing. I’m 19 years old and I’ve been fapping for a good 7-8 years and when I first started off watching porn it was normal porn. Then over the years I fell...

A few hours ago there was a realization. When was the last time porn came to mind? When was the last time a fantasy began playing out on and off throughout the day? Honestly didn’t think any progress has been made in the 2ish years since starting this journey. My longest streak was 10 days...

This is my personal journal attempt, which I shall make public so others can hopefully help me, or listen into my thoughts. The first step to quitting is acknowledging it. Since I have had a hard time quitting porn in my head, I shall make it public, the journal where in a sense, it's no longer...

I'll keep it short as I can. When you start to respect yourself , you'll lose some people even those that have been around years/decades. Once you know something bothers you , you cant turn a blind eye or pretend its not a big deal likes you used to do. People are used to the old you , the one...

When I was younger I used to blame my problems on every other person and say "It's their fault that I'm in this situation." But now I've come to realize that that everyone including myself plays a hand in problems What matters is how you respond to them but as I grew older I turned to Stoicism I...