19 Year Old NO NUT NOVEMBER 2019 [SEMEN RETENTION]

@YoungPiccolo exams perfect this year I am really proud of your 27 days! You nailing it bro.

 

Well I feel stress, my exam start tomorrow.

 

still going strong here! thinking about going monk mode for 1 month and shut down my pc and phone useage for the time being.

 

Great idea @PeterBE I'm starting tomorrow but I making excuse for one day in week because of my exam. I will just resign laptop because I'm not using phone that much. Join me!

 

Day 2 complete, well I don't feel really some needing to watch porn because I'm in a mood that oblige myself to stay in the right path for my exams but will it stay after the end...

 

Still going strong, bought 2 books on amazon: think & grow rich + outwitting the devil both by napoleon hill.

PS: the subs i'm listening too are really awesome, they cost a bit but combine that with monk mode + think & grow rich & you'll make some money

 

Damn @YoungPiccolo great job you have reach 30 days ! You're right my mindset will do the most important part of the job. However after the end of my exams, I wasn't really great because it was difficult, I have think about girl's in porn, I remember how fake their acting are bad and how unreal it is. This had keep me away some minutes but (remember the cliff) while climbing I missed a take, I haven't fall but well I think a really soft tease isn't a relapse but voluntary want to watch porn and just hand to fap that's a relapse for me but it wasn't that. By soft tease I mean se real girl (I was going to the beach with friends after exams) and well you know when your eyes look down and you start think a lot of situations in your mind. After that when I was home I was almost uncapable to control myself but when I saw a porn girl my mind say "nope don't fall now". And then I start thinking that porn can give us "a lot of dopamine" (nothing compare to orgasm but anyway) and we choose how and when. But natural tease with friends and real person that we can't decide how and when and because of porn now I'm accustomed with a certain level and time of dopamine. I think that's why when I was home I wasn't really able to control myself : my natural dopamine level was full but not my dopamine level created by porn.

 

Well this time it was porn and not a simple tease... I said before that at least I'll be late of one month compare to you guys. This is my last chance for myself or it mean that I have lie...

 

Back to 0, watched a little bit of porn

 

I'm gald to hear that you passed some great days. Yah I play at one Kingdom Hearth on my 3DS when I had one before I sell it. I have really love to play this game but know I need to study more than to play so... we can't win anything exceptional without sacrifice.
Me too, after the end of my first exams (I have a 2nd incoming in june) I go to the beach and chill with friend, cocktail (without alcohol for me) and wait until the sunset. I was great but some girls with us, well I'm in couple so I shouldn't have to do that but, some of them have a body that can't let your eyes indifferent ^^' Eyes pleasure no problem but control the temptation to not watch porn when I came back home was an another stuff...

 

Arrrgh damnit you say it. You were so high, that's unfair. It's when we're close to succeed that we are the most tempted to give up, so don't blame yourself ok.
For my part I can't promise to succeed but to do my best, from this day forward, I have 121 days until my next exam. 121 days without f**king damn porn do youn think it's possible ? I think it is. I won't say : "if you make 30 days and then fall, how can I make 121 days without falling" because everyone here is human (Skynet go out, hmm sorry) so it's normal to be tempted and fall sometime, the most important is just to do 1% better than the previous time. In that way in 100 days from now, you'll be 100% better than your previous you.
Stay strong in front of your demons guys : they will not give up, but we can't too; they will not leave you alone but we can get up every time. I think that way personnally : "Ok porn, you make me fall because of (you know almost "reasons" that make you fall) but next time it will be harder for you to do this again".

-a guy sexually frustated by her girlfriend- but that, that's another story
Someone B

 

Yo, back

 

Didnt let anybody down hermano, if you've done it once, you can do it again. You can go longer this time, that's what we're all trying. Trial and improvement.