modern milarepa
Fapstronaut
Current streak: 431 days no PMO, semen retention
If you want I explain this in a more simple manner on this other thread:
https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?t...men-retention-this-is-why-porn-is-bad.313145/
I’ve been sexually active while doing this streak. I only stopped for like 4-5 months because I was single. Right now I’m sexually active with a beautiful 20 year old blond since 1 month ago.
I always practiced non ejaculatory sex and saw sex as a form of meditation; I simply focused on feeling the energy moving through our bodies, in recharching myself and in giving the girl an orgasm. It wasn’t until my last girlfriend I began to enjoy sex in a more basic sensual way and forget a bit the meditation aspect of sex I used to do.
The same happened with this blond as well. But I wasn’t feeling as strong as when I used to forget the girls beauty and the pleasure of sex and simply doing sex as a meditation. Also my erection wasn’t as lasting as before even do I was abstinent for almost 4 months. I mean I could last more than 4hrs having sex only having short breaks mostly to let the girl rest or to eat something. Now I was losing erection after an hour or two hours straight which is not normal to me and I was feeling a bit tired after sex, which never happens to me, I used to feel 200% after meditation sex.
I discussed this with my father who has done non ejaculatory sex all his life and he told me something which changed me forever “I have never enjoyed a woman” meaning he always saw sex as a form of meditation.
I remember after the first sex sessions with this girl I end up tired and she full of energy. So the last time we had sex the words of my father stuck in my brain. We had sex and I completely forgot about her beauty I only focused on the energy, the meditation and in giving her an orgasm. I felt some energy blockages in my body starting to disappear, also a more refined form of enjoyment like the one you get when you are in a deep meditation state.
This time I had an erection for more than 2 hours nonstop. I wanted to do it more but the girl was tired and she is just getting used to have sex so I stopped. At the end of the session she was a bit tired and told me “I stole her collagen” I was full of energy.
My performance was also better, I made more poses, I was more spontaneous, playful, I lasted longer doing a more hard and fast penetration, I connected easier to her orgasm.
Conclusion: the best type of sex is meditation sex; forget about your orgasm and sensual enjoyment, the girl’s beauty. This way sex becomes spiritual, you become more high vibration and energetically recharged.
P.S: If you are going to try meditation sex. I advise you to better don’t tell the girl what you are doing she may think you are not enjoy it or you don’t love her. Also explain to her you do non ejaculatory sex because of health and energy storage but you in deed enjoy it, you just enjoy it differently.
If you want I explain this in a more simple manner on this other thread:
https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?t...men-retention-this-is-why-porn-is-bad.313145/
I’ve been sexually active while doing this streak. I only stopped for like 4-5 months because I was single. Right now I’m sexually active with a beautiful 20 year old blond since 1 month ago.
I always practiced non ejaculatory sex and saw sex as a form of meditation; I simply focused on feeling the energy moving through our bodies, in recharching myself and in giving the girl an orgasm. It wasn’t until my last girlfriend I began to enjoy sex in a more basic sensual way and forget a bit the meditation aspect of sex I used to do.
The same happened with this blond as well. But I wasn’t feeling as strong as when I used to forget the girls beauty and the pleasure of sex and simply doing sex as a meditation. Also my erection wasn’t as lasting as before even do I was abstinent for almost 4 months. I mean I could last more than 4hrs having sex only having short breaks mostly to let the girl rest or to eat something. Now I was losing erection after an hour or two hours straight which is not normal to me and I was feeling a bit tired after sex, which never happens to me, I used to feel 200% after meditation sex.
I discussed this with my father who has done non ejaculatory sex all his life and he told me something which changed me forever “I have never enjoyed a woman” meaning he always saw sex as a form of meditation.
I remember after the first sex sessions with this girl I end up tired and she full of energy. So the last time we had sex the words of my father stuck in my brain. We had sex and I completely forgot about her beauty I only focused on the energy, the meditation and in giving her an orgasm. I felt some energy blockages in my body starting to disappear, also a more refined form of enjoyment like the one you get when you are in a deep meditation state.
This time I had an erection for more than 2 hours nonstop. I wanted to do it more but the girl was tired and she is just getting used to have sex so I stopped. At the end of the session she was a bit tired and told me “I stole her collagen” I was full of energy.
My performance was also better, I made more poses, I was more spontaneous, playful, I lasted longer doing a more hard and fast penetration, I connected easier to her orgasm.
Conclusion: the best type of sex is meditation sex; forget about your orgasm and sensual enjoyment, the girl’s beauty. This way sex becomes spiritual, you become more high vibration and energetically recharged.
P.S: If you are going to try meditation sex. I advise you to better don’t tell the girl what you are doing she may think you are not enjoy it or you don’t love her. Also explain to her you do non ejaculatory sex because of health and energy storage but you in deed enjoy it, you just enjoy it differently.
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