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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
We start again! Day 1/90
My sensuality is revealed through the fantasies that reach me in my dreams.
I'll choose today to express this energy through charisma and intimacy.
For then I can be contented with my urges.
29th day check in.
Day 0/90... again. I've felt so tired and disheartened and not motivated this week. I had a really fun, really productive, but really busy weekend, and haven't really gotten time to recharge. On top of that, I've had to take care of my injured brother. Just been feeling very down and frustrated, and tired on top of that
Hoping that I can start my streak again though. I know I can beat this, but it's starting to feel like Paul's thorn in the flesh - like something, though I strive against it and plead for it to leave me, I will have to live with for my whole life. Hoping my motivation and energy return this week at some point soon.
The aim is not just to complete the 90 day challenge... But to create a lifestyle of NoFap. Because it's very much possible to relapse after 90 days or go back strong to PMO. But it's not impossible to live without PMO. PM feeds on loneliness,boredom frustrations, stress, depression, Anxiety and all other feelings. If I can learn to deal with any feeling of uncertainty, regret or any bad feeling named, then I won't have any need to Jerk off. PMO is always feeding on something, mine is usually boredom and having a lot of free time. I need to find ways to fill that void.
Instead of PMO because I am bored, what sort of Healthy way can I do to deal with this boredom, instead of using PMO as an escape? That's the type of questions I am asking myself
Deal with the void, PMO is just the surface of the underlying problem.
Day 70 was busy for last 3days
Day 86. Been really down today and I’m feeling so hopeless. The pain of what i’ve lost is always on my mind and I don’t know how to move on from this. On the plus side I’m having no urges or desires to PMO.
Day 4. I keep the fresh good feeling from the new challange after relapse few days ago. I feel good, I keep me away from any “material”. I feel only little urges. Looking forward the weekend and the holiday! Wish you the best, bros
Day 26 of no PM
Day 95 of no alcohol or caffeine
Day 63 of weight training
- again feeling low, depressed and a little lost which is leading to feelings of wanting to Fap to self-medicate out of this state of mind
- I will not cave to it this time and will do what my badge say, "ride the wave and not cave"
- I think a ride on the motorcycle should fix my need for some stimulation so will try now
- as recommended by JK at "elevatedrecovery.com," I wrote a goodbye letter to porn a few days ago which I am hoping will help in the process of letting go of this addiction
- have great fap-free day friends, stay strong, and ride the wave ... or bike
Day by day hour by hour the one side of me is getting weaker & the other side stronger still this struggle continues...just 1 more day to reach 50...
You can do it!!!
66/90 i guess
By Gods Grace I will prevail
We learn and move on.
Day 11 on Challenge..
Day 18 Hard Mode.