I’ve been edging for about the last 2 years and it’s been for about 1-3 hours each time. I’ve cut it down more than usual lately. Something I’ve noticed is that even though I am 19 years old I have very low libido. I only get urges when I look at triggers. I’ve started fapping since I was around 11 and I never ever had problems until I started edging which was in about 2016. I feel like it has ruined my life. I’ve been suffering from heavy depression and anxiety ever since then. My libido is practically gone, no morning wood, losing tons of hair, etc. Can edging be the cause of my low libido. Even after abstaining for a week from PMO I still feel like shit and don’t have libido. Something I noticed only like twice in the past few months is that I edged and then like 2 days later I’d PMO without edging and my sex drive would return to normal and my life would be normal for about a week then I’d enter a sort of flatline. But it’s not every time I edge that it happens it’s very weird but i don’t know what it is. Basically whenever my libido is back to normal I feel normal it’s directly Linked to my quality of life. I usually have no libido even after abstaining for a week as I said earlier, is this from edging or can it be a medical issue? I had an ACTH test for my hormones and the doctor said it was normal except for quite high DHEA which i don’t think affects sex drive. Testosterone is also normal so idk. I feel like my brain is permanently damaged from the constant dopamine that it was flushed in for hours. Even when I don’t edge and just do normal PMO I still have no libido so idk what to do anymore. When I’m not in the normal state that I talked about earlier, I’m depressed, fatigued, very dizzy when standing, extremely socially awkward, face looks dull and lifeless and same with hair, trouble with memory, and no libido. My uncles wedding is this weekend and I can’t stand the thought of going while being in this state I just want it to end. I want my life back from when I was 15. I think my brain is ruined from edging so please if you can learn from me never edge no matter what. If anybody can give me any advice I’d really appreciate it. Sorry for the long post.