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Day 11 without O. Saw a TV show where a woman was shamelessly cheating on her husband. Very triggering, and wondering what my gf thought . . Jun 23, 2021 at 7:31 PM

+TenPercent was last seen:: Jun 23, 2021 at 7:49 PM

1. +TenPercent
  Day 42 - Karezza this morning!! So lovely, and better than sex with O. But then triggered by br*less girl at work and now - intense arousal!
  
  Aug 23, 2020
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  2. The Passenger
    Yes, but remember braless girl at work could be a total headwrecking bitch. You love your gf and have a connection with her that braless girl can't match. If braless girl tempts you again just think lovely thoughts of gf and that porn brain is trying to subvert you with braless girl. Good luck friend!
    
    Aug 23, 2020
    
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  3. +TenPercent
    Good point. I wish I could think so rationally when the urges hit so hard. I know there is zero possibility that I would hook up with this girl - she's less than half my age, and pretty much zero possibility that I would hook up with anyone other than my great gf. But it's that visual stimulus that I'm addicted to. "braless" was one of my favourite searches and that will often hit me harder than actual porn.
    
    Aug 24, 2020
    
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  4. Deleted Account
    braless is only a couple letters away from brainless. hehehee
    
    Aug 24, 2020
    
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2. +TenPercent
  Day 41 - Longest month ever (+heat wave). Near the breaking point. Strong cravings for some of my worst fetishes . . .
  
  Aug 22, 2020
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3. +TenPercent
  Day 40 - Moving. And so run down, I feel like I might cry (good) and/or like I could spontaneously O (not so good). Ugh. Can't stop now.
  
  Aug 21, 2020
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4. +TenPercent
  Day 39 - feeling a bit guilty for not having sex with my gf in 3 weeks, but grateful for semen retention. Plus this whole month's been NUTS.
  
  Aug 20, 2020
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  2. Humble Warrior
    You're keeping all that pent-up sexual energy ready for her when the time comes, so just make sure she's Ok with waiting.
    
    Aug 20, 2020
    
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5. +TenPercent
  Day 38 - Arousal, urges and temptation hit hard at times, but mostly still just crazy busy and grateful for this time without M + without O.
  
  Aug 19, 2020
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6. +TenPercent
  Day 37 - totally wiped out, but most go on. Feels like its raining inside my clothes with this heat wave. Struggling
  
  Aug 18, 2020
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7. +TenPercent
  Day 36 - way too much on my plate right now and way too much caffeine/sugar in my body to push on through it all. Feel like I'm on the edge.
  
  Aug 17, 2020
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  3. The Pleasure Delusion
    Go take a walk. Go offline. Read a book.
    
    Aug 17, 2020
    
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  4. +TenPercent
    Nice! That means there's at least one astronaut out there that's willing to bet that so and so will NOT fail. :D
    
    Aug 18, 2020
    
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  5. The Pleasure Delusion
    Lol. Nice!
    
    Aug 18, 2020
    
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8. +TenPercent
  Day 35 - felt like I might spontaneously O at work today. Maybe that's a good sign, it's been a long time since I've gone 14+ days w/o an O.
  
  Aug 16, 2020
  1. TheStranger, {Ananta}, Deleted Account and 1 other person like this.
  2. Deleted Account
    Good progress! Continue going strong.
    
    Aug 16, 2020
    
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9. +TenPercent
  Day 34 - how easily I can slip with edging and fantasy, then how compulsive it feels - the urge to M, but all is better when I don't touch!
  
  Aug 15, 2020
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  2. thinking_differently
    Ya don’t touch! That’s it.
    
    Aug 15, 2020
    
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  3. Roady
    Before the touch, is the thought. Take care of that first thought....
    
    Aug 16, 2020
    
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10. +TenPercent
  Day 33 - was doing pretty well this morning, then thought to have a Coca-cola. Now I'm sleepy, hungry and struggling with urges.
  
  Aug 14, 2020
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  2. Dragon Birth
    Id stay clear from colas and sugar altogether
    
    Aug 14, 2020
    
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11. +TenPercent
  Day 31 - another rough day, I'm really at the end of my rope with stress, but trudging forward, and not fapping
  
  Aug 12, 2020
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12. +TenPercent
  Day 30 - how'd that happen? I thought I made a decision to M last night, but must've fallen asleep - ha! Today is ok, no urges, just stress.
  
  Aug 11, 2020
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  2. BurgerChamp
    Congrats buddy!
    
    Aug 11, 2020
    
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  3. Knighthawk
    Crushing it man
    
    Aug 11, 2020
    
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  4. Warrior Within
    30 days is awesome. Keep up the good work.
    
    Aug 12, 2020
    
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13. +TenPercent
  Day 28 - two fortnights! Not horny but feeling stuck and half tempted to M, just to see if a reset might help me get back on track.
  
  Aug 9, 2020
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14. +TenPercent
  Day 26 - Nearly slipped yesterday, and again last night, but I've made it through to another morning so I'm here to claim Day 26! :)
  
  Aug 7, 2020
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  2. Deleted Account
    Yea boiii
    
    Aug 7, 2020
    
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15. +TenPercent
  Day 25 - at work, usually don’t check NoFap at work but feeling extreme urge to MO. And tired.
  
  Aug 6, 2020
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  2. Deleted Account
    Good job on making it through yesterday :)
    Try not to dwell on the urges.
    
    Aug 6, 2020
    
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16. +TenPercent
  Day 24 - feeling really lousy this morning. Took the day off from work but fear the day will slip away from me. Urges to MO so bad!!
  
  Aug 5, 2020
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  3. Deleted Account
    I know those vibes. I just tend to jump right out of bed on these days.
    
    Wouldn't it better if you had chosen to go to work? It would have kept you busy. You really don't want to be alone with your dick today.
    
    Aug 5, 2020
    
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  4. +TenPercent
    Ah, thank you guys. That helps! I woke up today with a headache and my stomach is all messed up. But . . . I have lots of errands that I could be working on. Why not shower, get dressed and get out of the house whether I feel good or not??
    
    Aug 5, 2020
    
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  5. Deleted Account
    Exactly my point ^^
    
    Go claim the day.
    
    Aug 5, 2020
    
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17. +TenPercent
  Day 23 - Another interesting day. Not sure what to do. Grateful to have made it 23 days with P or MO.
  
  Aug 4, 2020
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  2. thinking_differently
    Keep going. That’s what you do. Don’t stop. Ever.
    
    Aug 4, 2020
    
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18. +TenPercent
  Day 22 - a totally unexpected day. Too busy to act out. So tired. But almost every state of being comes with risks.
  
  Aug 4, 2020
  1. TheStranger, {Ananta}, Roady and 4 others like this.
  2. thinking_differently
    Yes. There will always be risks . But being busy and tired certainly makes it easier to fight urges, yeah?
    
    Aug 4, 2020
    
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19. Deleted Account
  Thanks for being you. You are one of my favorite people here.
  
  Aug 3, 2020
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  2. +TenPercent
    Wow. Thank you! That really makes my day.
    You are one of my favourite people here and I'm always interested to read your posts. :)
    
    Aug 3, 2020
    
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20. +TenPercent
  Day 21 - grateful to have made it this far. Still hanging in there, but chaser effect is kicking in and the urges hit really hard sometimes.
  
  Aug 2, 2020
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Tall, yet short. Alpha & beta. Longest streaks without O: 55, 63, 125, 129, 134d.
Best "imperfect" Streak = 325 days w/ one M slip (MO @125, WD @259, sex @ 296) No porn or MO since 1/25/21, no O since 6/12/21
2 unauthorized semi-voluntary releases (i.e. M) (of 8) in 2021: 1/25, 1/25, 2/28, 4/24, 5/14, 5/21, 5/29, 6/12 vs 24 (of 42) in 2020, 5 (of 18) in 2019, 40 (of 43) in 2018 and 82 (of 82) in 2017. Wet dreams and involuntary releases in bold, partial releases underlined, unauthorized voluntary releases (AKA M) in red
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