+TenPercent

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Day 168 - no P or M, but ALL ASPECTS of my addiction are ON after an O! So tempted to fantasize and do all the wrong things. Device on. Ugh. Oct 14, 2019 at 7:15 PM

+TenPercent was last seen:: Oct 15, 2019 at 12:12 AM

1. +TenPercent
  Day 56 - Uneventful day, but tired and feel tension in my body. Feeling arousal, body telling me to O and release. Not giving in.
  
  Feb 19, 2019
  1. Sammyforthewin, spaces, oretna and 3 others like this.
  2. Tiger uppercut!
    Right on! You didn’t come this far to give in now.
    
    Feb 19, 2019
    
    Coffee Candy, +TenPercent, Sammyforthewin and 3 others like this.
2. +TenPercent
  Day 55 - emotionally unstable - Up!, and down. Body aches, abdominal pains. Occasionally think I should just MO. But staying on the path.
  
  Feb 18, 2019
  1. spaces, Basith, Honeydude and 3 others like this.
  2. Tiger uppercut!
    Hang in there! You’re doing awesome :)
    
    Feb 18, 2019
    
    Coffee Candy, +TenPercent, spaces and 3 others like this.
3. +TenPercent
  Day 54 - Kind of dragging today, but not triggered. Optimistic. Grateful for 54 days without an O.
  
  Feb 17, 2019
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4. +TenPercent
  Day 53 - Triggered again and swear that I had inadvertently hit the point of no return, but . . . somehow didn't O. Hanging in there, barely
  
  Feb 16, 2019
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5. +TenPercent
  Day 52 - Triggered! My body really wants to orgasm and release right now, but I know I will feel better in the long run if I don't.
  
  Feb 15, 2019
  1. Basith, GonTheHunter, Sammyforthewin and 3 others like this.
  2. Lovelife247
    Stay strong
    
    Feb 15, 2019
    
    Basith, +TenPercent, GonTheHunter and 4 others like this.
6. +TenPercent
  Day 51 - Having a good day. So glad that I didn't give in and didn't give up! :)
  
  Feb 14, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    Congrats for half century mate. Keep going :)
    
    Feb 14, 2019
    
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7. +TenPercent
  Day 50 - rough day. Feeling much better now but had too much chocolate … arousal is right around the corner.
  
  Feb 13, 2019
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8. +TenPercent
  Day 48 - having kind of a lousy afternoon despite leaving work hours early. So what? Staying on course, keeping my focus on the long term.
  
  Feb 11, 2019
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9. +TenPercent
  Day 47 - I made it!! Nearly lost it yesterday, but SO glad now that I didn't give in. Today I feel strong, healthy, confident & optimistic.
  
  Feb 10, 2019
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  2. Livispacerocket88
    So glad you made it!!! Once your at day 50 it's downhill from here! Can't wait to see how you progress
    
    Feb 11, 2019
    
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  3. +TenPercent
    Thank you @Livispacerocket88 , I have made it to day 50! But, barely. Having an awful day.
    I think that you are right about this milestone, though. Eventually no-PMO becomes more normal than PMO. At least, that's my hope. I'm sure that there will be temptations and bumps in the road ahead!
    
    Feb 13, 2019
10. +TenPercent
  Day 46 . . . more than halfway to 90. Sometimes I feel like I might O at any moment, but now I feel like I really have something to lose!
  
  Feb 9, 2019
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  2. Livispacerocket88
    Keep going!! You've already come this far. Don't give up
    
    Feb 9, 2019
    
    Warrior Within, Sammyforthewin, +TenPercent and 2 others like this.
  3. +TenPercent
    Thank you @Livispacerocket88 , I read your journal today and it really inspired me. 70 days!! I literally almost lost it just now (so close) but I want to make it to 70 days, too!
    Detox tea, incense, moldavite . . . I need to get through this day.
    
    Feb 9, 2019
    
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  4. +TenPercent
    Struggling but better (or better but still struggling) after meditation, detox tea, incense and shungite (instead of moldavite). Just got triggered by some greasy haired punk on TV. Somehow that took me all the way back to church youth group . . .
    
    Feb 9, 2019
    
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11. +TenPercent
  This morning I substituted watch porn for watching porn . . . now I want a Rolex!!
  
  Feb 8, 2019
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12. +TenPercent
  Sick this weekend. Been looking at old magazines and DVDs. Need to knock it off before that takes me down. Stay busy, make top line choices.
  
  Feb 8, 2019
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  2. SirErnest
    If they are pornographic you need to throw them out right now. And not in the garbage in your house! Or burn them. Now.
    
    Feb 8, 2019
    
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13. +TenPercent
  Called in sick and NOT feeling guilty :) Everybody needs to take a snow day! Got over the guilt and having a really nice day at home . . .
  
  Feb 6, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    Burr -- snow is not a good thing. Enjoy your day off.
    
    Feb 6, 2019
    
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14. +TenPercent
  Called in sick and feeling guilty :(
  
  Feb 6, 2019
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  2. +TenPercent
    Ahh, so that's what happens when you hit enter! It's snowing hard. Its a light work day for me, and I'm coming down with something, but I feel guilty for staying in while others will have to brave this snow.
    
    Feb 6, 2019
    
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  3. Mr.Chips
    Have rest and plan for the new start
    
    Feb 6, 2019
    
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15. +TenPercent
  40 days without an O! That officially makes it my 3rd longest streak ever behind 63 and 129 days. But very slippery today . . .
  
  Feb 3, 2019
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  2. Basith
    You’re doing great. All the best!
    
    Feb 4, 2019
    
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  3. Warrior Within
    Keep up the good work, my friend!
    
    Feb 4, 2019
    
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16. Dontgobackmoveon
  Napoleon. So inspirational. I really like the general Napoleon. He's very pragmatic and innovative.
  
  Feb 1, 2019
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17. +TenPercent
  Day 36 - longest streak in over a year. Looked at sissy porn last night and had sissy thoughts today but felt "nah, that's just not me"
  
  Feb 1, 2019
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18. +TenPercent
  Depressed. Feel stuck. Tempted to MO. Maybe that would help, but then again, maybe not. If I don't MO, at least tomorrow I will have that.
  
  Jan 29, 2019
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19. +TenPercent
  Just reached 31 days. Equal to my record for 2018! I want to keep going. Must resist the temptation to believe that it's okay to orgasm now.
  
  Jan 25, 2019
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  2. bloomz
    Stay strong!’ You’ve come this far!
    
    Jan 25, 2019
    
    spaces, Moon_Shine, Sammyforthewin and 4 others like this.
  3. Sleepingbadger
    Keep going! It's totally worth the struggle.
    
    Jan 25, 2019
    
    spaces, Moon_Shine, Sammyforthewin and 3 others like this.
  4. Deleted Account
    Be glad that you are already on that horse and remember that you don´t wanna fall off.
    
    Jan 25, 2019
    
    spaces, Moon_Shine, Sammyforthewin and 3 others like this.
20. +TenPercent
  "Not all men are the same" - just saw an ad for men's underwear with different "cup" sizes . . It's like the world is finally waking up! :)
  
  Jan 15, 2019
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  2. +TenPercent
    It asked: Are you a Pickle, Banana or Eggplant? :D
    
    Jan 15, 2019
    
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  3. +TenPercent
    What will they think of next? Different condom sizes? Sure, they make XL and snugger fit, but virtually every condom out there is about 7 inches long, as if that really works for everyone.
    
    Jan 16, 2019
    
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I am DEFINITELY an orgasm addict. Avoiding the seminal crisis as best I can. No orgasm, no release. And no M.
Five releases in 2019: 4/29, 9/10, 10/8, 10/8, 10/13. Had 43 in 2018 vs 82 in 2017.
All prior to 10/8/19 were "hands free" but also without sex. Wet dreams & involuntary releases in bold, partial releases underlined
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