+TenPercent

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Day 175 (later) - survived so far and expected to see gf but she said not tonight, or tomorrow, or ? Now temptation, jealousy, arousal. Ugh Oct 21, 2019 at 11:58 PM

+TenPercent was last seen:: Oct 21, 2019 at 11:59 PM

1. +TenPercent
  Day 67 - my penis is suddenly half an inch longer than it was just a week ago. I don't get it. I really don't. What is this? NoFap magic??!
  
  Mar 2, 2019
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  2. Omega.
    Uh... try to stop measuring it. Kinda not a priority during nofap bro.
    Plus, you have to sustain an erection for it so it's playing with fire.
    
    Mar 2, 2019
    
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  3. Omega.
    But I suppose you could say that your dick size is now... +TenPercent XD
    
    Mar 2, 2019
    
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2. +TenPercent
  Day 64 - Overall doing better today . . . and I can say that it's my second time ever being on this day. That's kind of cool.
  
  Feb 27, 2019
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3. +TenPercent
  Day 63 - just tied my second longest streak without MO! :) But I feel like I need a fresh start, tempted to deliberately reset.
  
  Feb 26, 2019
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  2. Omega.
    Have you been edging in this streak?
    
    Feb 26, 2019
    
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  3. +TenPercent
    Yup. :( I went 63 days w/o an O in 2011 and 129 days in 2014, but both times I was masturbating pretty frequently, just stopping before ejaculation.
    I have not jerked off in over a year, but was still edging with porn, fantasies and "creative" ways to experience arousal without using my hands.
    The less I edge, the better I feel. But I still struggle with the temptation to experience arousal . . . :/
    
    Feb 26, 2019
    
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4. +TenPercent
  Day 62 - felt surprisingly strong today. Not sure why, but for much of today I felt how I would like to feel. :)
  
  Feb 25, 2019
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5. +TenPercent
  Day 61 - Looked at porn last night, felt weak today :( But, I didn't MO, crushed it at the gym this evening and can still turn it around!
  
  Feb 24, 2019
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6. +TenPercent
  Day 60! I don't feel like a saint (edge sometimes, fantasies) and not feeling "super powers" but little by little, I feel cleaner. :)
  
  Feb 23, 2019
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  2. Tiger uppercut!
    Awesome job!
    
    Feb 23, 2019
    
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  3. Deleted Account
    Nice avatar
    
    Feb 24, 2019
    
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7. +TenPercent
  Day 59 - made it another day! Moderately productive day, moderately tempted. But still going strong.
  
  Feb 22, 2019
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  2. Rising Sun !!
    Almost two months. You are doing great bro.
    
    Feb 23, 2019
    
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8. +TenPercent
  Day 58 - had a really good day and tempted to fap! Bad day, good day ... Even edging will just lead to more edging, not towards my goals.
  
  Feb 21, 2019
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9. +TenPercent
  Day 57 - I don't feel like I have much to be stressed about but my body feels like it's wound up so tight I might snap!
  
  Feb 20, 2019
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10. +TenPercent
  Day 56 - Uneventful day, but tired and feel tension in my body. Feeling arousal, body telling me to O and release. Not giving in.
  
  Feb 19, 2019
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  2. Tiger uppercut!
    Right on! You didn’t come this far to give in now.
    
    Feb 19, 2019
    
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11. +TenPercent
  Day 55 - emotionally unstable - Up!, and down. Body aches, abdominal pains. Occasionally think I should just MO. But staying on the path.
  
  Feb 18, 2019
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  2. Tiger uppercut!
    Hang in there! You’re doing awesome :)
    
    Feb 18, 2019
    
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12. +TenPercent
  Day 54 - Kind of dragging today, but not triggered. Optimistic. Grateful for 54 days without an O.
  
  Feb 17, 2019
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13. +TenPercent
  Day 53 - Triggered again and swear that I had inadvertently hit the point of no return, but . . . somehow didn't O. Hanging in there, barely
  
  Feb 16, 2019
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14. +TenPercent
  Day 52 - Triggered! My body really wants to orgasm and release right now, but I know I will feel better in the long run if I don't.
  
  Feb 15, 2019
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  2. Lovelife247
    Stay strong
    
    Feb 15, 2019
    
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15. +TenPercent
  Day 51 - Having a good day. So glad that I didn't give in and didn't give up! :)
  
  Feb 14, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    Congrats for half century mate. Keep going :)
    
    Feb 14, 2019
    
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16. +TenPercent
  Day 50 - rough day. Feeling much better now but had too much chocolate … arousal is right around the corner.
  
  Feb 13, 2019
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17. +TenPercent
  Day 48 - having kind of a lousy afternoon despite leaving work hours early. So what? Staying on course, keeping my focus on the long term.
  
  Feb 11, 2019
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18. +TenPercent
  Day 47 - I made it!! Nearly lost it yesterday, but SO glad now that I didn't give in. Today I feel strong, healthy, confident & optimistic.
  
  Feb 10, 2019
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  2. Livispacerocket88
    So glad you made it!!! Once your at day 50 it's downhill from here! Can't wait to see how you progress
    
    Feb 11, 2019
    
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  3. +TenPercent
    Thank you @Livispacerocket88 , I have made it to day 50! But, barely. Having an awful day.
    I think that you are right about this milestone, though. Eventually no-PMO becomes more normal than PMO. At least, that's my hope. I'm sure that there will be temptations and bumps in the road ahead!
    
    Feb 13, 2019
19. +TenPercent
  Day 46 . . . more than halfway to 90. Sometimes I feel like I might O at any moment, but now I feel like I really have something to lose!
  
  Feb 9, 2019
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  2. Livispacerocket88
    Keep going!! You've already come this far. Don't give up
    
    Feb 9, 2019
    
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  3. +TenPercent
    Thank you @Livispacerocket88 , I read your journal today and it really inspired me. 70 days!! I literally almost lost it just now (so close) but I want to make it to 70 days, too!
    Detox tea, incense, moldavite . . . I need to get through this day.
    
    Feb 9, 2019
    
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  4. +TenPercent
    Struggling but better (or better but still struggling) after meditation, detox tea, incense and shungite (instead of moldavite). Just got triggered by some greasy haired punk on TV. Somehow that took me all the way back to church youth group . . .
    
    Feb 9, 2019
    
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20. +TenPercent
  This morning I substituted watch porn for watching porn . . . now I want a Rolex!!
  
  Feb 8, 2019
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I'm using NoFap's new PMO Tracker! Set up your own here.
I am DEFINITELY an orgasm addict. Avoiding the seminal crisis as best I can. No orgasm, no release. And no M.
Six releases in 2019: 4/29, 9/10, 10/8, 10/8, 10/13, 10/16. Had 43 in 2018 vs 82 in 2017.
Haven't really jerked off since 12/23/2017 & finally had sex on 10/8. Wet dreams & involuntary releases in bold, partial releases underlined
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