Yess, I struggled very much it was worth it. I started nofap three years ago and jumped through hoops however I beat addiction. Everything didn't finish. I need to improve myself more. I don't have fetishes now. I think the reason was lovelessness. But I loved myself and I was able to solve some...
Two months ago I've stopped watching porn and it had been quite difficult sometimes but easier than today (sexcam with guys, etc).
Today I was doing dinner for me, and I was also on Tiktok when suddenly I see a porn scene post with links and everything (Fucking lost 60 days without porn). But...
Hello, this is my first post. Thank you for allowing me into this community. I hope that I am posting in the right place. This is a long one, so hopefully you have time to read this. I’m in search of a group to keep me accountable and true. This all started at a very young age. I have been a...
Hello, this is my first post. Thank you for allowing me into this community. I hope that I am posting in the right place. This is a long one, so hopefully you have time to read this. I’m in search of a group to keep me accountable and true. This all started at a very young age. I have been a...
It has been a very interesting summer. Hurtful but full of valuable lessons.
My gf left me 4 months ago and I went full on to sissy porn, It lasted for a few weeks and I realised that I can't live like that any more. So I gave everything up.
After 2 months of nofap everything was much much...
I am a straight guy and I have regular anal penetration cravings. They happen less often than desire to stimulate my penis. Long story short I heard about prostate massage, I failed, then I saw long piece of extremely fetishistic porn (furry, gender transformation, animal transformation...
Trying to put all the parts together made me super aware how fucked up my past was (well I knew it before anyway, but for years I was to scared/disgusted to think about it). Now I am on day 6 and I feel great. I hope I will defeat addiction. Story contains mentions of various fetishes and...
I have no idea where this came from but for years I've been into wearing women's underwear and nylon. I don't want to go into huge amounts of detail but here's the bullet points.
- from a very young age (4 or 5) I remember sitting under a teachers desk and looking up her skirt seeing her...
Hey guys, I need some advice. I have a big cross dressing fetish that I’m trying to stop. Ive tried a lot of different things to try and stop it but it has never worked. The thrill of cross dressing stays as strong as ever. Now here is where I need advice. I recently came across a forum...
Hello guys. I decided to share my story here to express my gratitude for abstaining for 50 days now.
I do not consider myself distinctly successful, but I think it belongs here somehow.
Trigger warning: I'm not going to describe details about fapping itself, but sometimes I'll describe...
Hey everyone!
Trying to take a new cut on 2018 I guess.
I have had a personal issue with my masturbation habits for the past few years now. I sent myself into a single-life desert in terms of relationships while I focused on work but in the process ended up developing a time-consuming...
Hi,
Throughout my childhood and adolescence so far (I'm 22) I've been addicted to pornography, especially at TG / Crossdresser / Sissy. I have practically more time of my life on Addict Porn than Life in Freedom!
I'm getting ready to start the monk mode journey for a period of 7 ~ 10 months...
Hi guys. I just came upon this firum by chance and Im not sure this is the right place to post this but I am struggling with strange fetishes that although I enjoy, they bring serious shame with it. Im not a sissy that likes humiliation but I love to wear and the thought of wearing female...
So I dont know if I consider what I do as fapping but I will call it fap cause there is ejaculation. I am dealing with two problems currently. 1) So when me and my friends are talking I always lie to them and I say that I have never fapped before but its not true. I crossdress and get aroused by...
Hi everyone,
I've just joined the forum and I wanted to say a little bit about why I'm here.
I'm male, have always been straight - I don't find guys attractive at all - and have never really had any trouble finding girls/women to go out with me since I was about 15. And yet ever since I...
So I'm in a situation that I'm hoping some of you may have been in and can share your experiences from.
I started watching porn and masturbating around the age of 14/15, from what I can remember once I was around 16 it was about 5 times a week. At the same time as watching porn I had a huge...
I'm writing this post to not only tell my story but also to reach out to those that have the same exact problem. I lurked around for posts about sissification addiction for a brief period of time and found that a lot of people have found this fetish to be especially "powerful" in its holding on...
Hello all,
It's Day 35 of my recovery and for years I've been trying to overcome my addiction to pmo. If you were to go back into my profile, you'd find my history of escalation with normal pornography to transgender content and crossdressing.
This last bit has caused me a lot of distress and...