Lesser streaks

Okay, the title says it all- i need help.

My streaks have been lesser and lesser- i have just started typing this after my third PMO session using (i hate to say this) some hentai.

I still remember the streak i used to be on two years ago- 76 days. I want to be on that streak again. Yet i have been constantly failing for so many days, and even got weirder fetishes because of this gradual usage through my journey!

After that, my streaks have been weeks, then days, and now- i can barely make it to seven days.

I need help, guys. Scold me, discipline me, do whatever, guide me- i just don't want to do this anymore and my goal seems harder than ever these days.

 

Yeah, sure, i think that's enough.