Iv relapsed again. Chatrooms. Another strike please @BrohkenCompass Iv finally got my child friendly phone up and running with restrictions that another person can control. The first phone I got the other day was faulty, so this meant I had to keep my phone with no restrictions on for emergencies. I spent hours in chatrooms. The other night I was in chatrooms till 6am. I'm not blaming the broken phone, I'm not blaming the people who sold me the phone, I'm not blaming anything outside myself. I accept 100% responsibility for my relapse. My unrestricted phone has gone, Iv smashed it up in pure rage. A peice of metal and glass can bring me so much pain. Knowing someone else now has a passcode so I can't go into these chatrooms makes me feel calm. Now I just want to move on and make this past week history. It's been awful. Chatrooms suck the life out of me.